Monday, January 14, 2008
spraining or fracturing any part of your body is no joke.seriously.all i've fractured is my pinky.my little little pinky.even then i feel like a freaking handicapped.simple chores like tying my hair,washing my own plate and carrying something with my left hand suddenly becomes difficult.everytime i take off the bandage and realise i still cannot feel my finger,i feel like crying.everytime i suddenly feel a sharp or throbbing pain,i feel like crying.i hate it.i cannot bear seeing the finer like that.and the whole joint swollen.the joint is like blue-black/red.it just looks bad.and i really got super freaked when i took off my bandage for the first time in zana's house before the party.i was on the verge of crying.and today in the bus it was painful when i had to stand and hold on to the handrails to steady myself.not easy i tell you.i had to carry stuff in my right hand as well.and the doctor says to give it 2-3 months to fully heal.my next appointment is on the 28th of jan.oh wells.i just got to pray and give it time i guess.
i saw
the king at vasan's party.after a LONG time.i think the last i saw him was at bhindo's 21st?and that was when i was in J2.i think.was it then?2 years back.i think it was.he still looks as freaking hot as ever.and yes chitra the sparks still fly.at least from my side.he makes my heart jump.very fast and very very high.and i realised that guys with a very very very white smile look very very very attractive.
the king really does have that white smile.that smile does 'things' to girls.i swear it does.and yes i was too chicken to ask him for a photo.i told myself this time round i would.but got too chicken seriously.oh wells.i guess it'll be at somebody's wedding that i will see him at next.hais.
the one thing that kept me going last week was suse auntie's calls and knowing that i was going to meet her on friday evening.even though it was just to follow her somewhere and then back.i am thinking of going over tomorrow evening and on my birthday as well.and i need to squeeze zana in as well.and more than anything i just want to be happy on my birthday.if you really want to know i want a female cavalier king charles spaniel puppy for this birthday but it isn't really very nice for me to go around asking people like that.so all i want is to be made happy on this birthday.if you ain't free on thursday we got the whole weekend baby. (:
3 more days (:
i //young of the butterfly// you 11:24 PM