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Flashbacks.

March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008

Friday, November 09, 2007

i cried.cried till my eyes are puffy.cried till my face feels swollen.cried till i am having a real bad headache.and i can still cry.

because of the guilt i am going to carry with me.

i know that time heals all wounds but when you're living in the moment,trying to pass that 'time',what you go through is hell.something i am going through now.

i ask God to give me strength to pull through this but since 25th of October i have just lost faith in You.i cannot believe you will help me anymore.

i now know for sure that he has been put to sleep.i don't know what to feel about it anymore.relief?guilt?sad?angry?

i just feel so heartbroken.my heart just aches so badly.it feels like life has no more meaning to it.it feels like i have been torn apart and each piece shredded to its finest.i don't know how long more it will take for me to stop crying whenever i think of him.

everything really is my fault.i cannot bring myself to put it in simple words what actually happened.because there is a whole long story behind it and you probably won't understand.

i //young of the butterfly// you 1:09 AM