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Flashbacks.

March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008

Thursday, November 01, 2007

when my brother told me what my dad said last thursday it only confirmed one thing.that man HAS feelings while my mother doesn't.

you know prakash you got to understand that daddy WASN'T scolding you.he was merely echoing what i wrote in my diary.and in any case he is more lenient than mummy.

you see everybody has been upset about the dog leaving.well at least everybody except my mother.we've all been sad.the house has felt so empty and depressing.my fucking mother though acts like everything is fine.everything is normal.which is why i curse her over and over again.i hate that bitch.

the past few days i have been doing things under the impression that handsome is still home.painful because the minute i realise he isn't anymore my heart just hurts.i have a very strong feeling he has been put to sleep but i cannot do anything about it because i cannot take him back.neither can i bring him back to life.

i don't know what i want.for the handful who have been trying their very best to make me feel better.trust me i know how genuine some of you are and i appreciate it.and janani really thanks a lot.and clare too.i know you cannot really understand my pain but i appreciate the fact that you are trying.that is all i need.to know that someone bothers.

i //young of the butterfly// you 11:02 PM