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March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008

Sunday, October 21, 2007

i asked for it.i want thursday to come and go as fast as possible.i hope i don't cry.i hope i don't go mad.i hope nothing happens.of course if i could i would ask somebody to be here for me but everyone has disappeared.so i will deal with it.

this whole things about friends is wearing me out big time.never trust people who call themselves your friends really.in fact just don't ever trust anybody.no point.

last night i studied maths and statistics.AND i learned how to light a cigarette.how fascinating.

friday was a VERY messy day.and because i was PMSing so badly,i was tearing and wanting to kill someone at every small thing.i figure that if i am to continue PMSing this badly for the rest of my life,my husband will divorce me within 5 years of marriage.and my kids will run away as soon as they know that they can do it.or as suta put it they will leave with their father.

what you don't understand about friday is that i was NOT the one showing my attitude.nobody tells me anything.and most of all you can NEVER rely/trust my mother to tell me anything.because she doesn't talk to me.she ignores me.and talks to me only when she feels like it which is...seldom.we don't even have proper conversations.it has reached the point where i just take pocket money from them and live my life the way i want to.the 'parents' don't matter in life anymore.ok i am way off track.back to friday.i am pretty sure everybody would have been saying that i was as usual showing my attitude.whatever.everybody plans everything without me and leave me out always.and the two supposed cousins whom i don't know what to say about.they didn't even mention anything to me.how about not assuming and actually asking?would that have hurt?just don't blame me for something that was EVERYBODY'S fault.i was so mad at everybody that i was tearing during lecture after lecture.came home also i wanted to cry.so i decided to just take panadol and sleep.or not i would have gone made during the day.slept from 12+-7+.it was a GOOD sleep but of course when i woke up the anger was still there.it was fucked up.

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