Thursday, August 30, 2007
so the teacher i am relief-ing at my primary school is like so hot.i met him today and i was like 'OMG that's him?'.i couldn't even look him in the eye.so embarrassing.felt so shy and flustered.don't ask!
and anyway i was thinking of turning les.for the fun of it.jan what do you think?somehow i think you would throttle me upside down.then dig out my brain and fill the skull with caramel frap.this thought came to me at some random moment.don't even ask.
i have decided that i need to free myself from something and probably made the biggest decision ever.am going to talk to thaddeus tomorrow.probably the most sensible and also the dumbest thing i am ever going to do.but i need the freedom.i need the release.i don't want to hang on and be stuck.i just hope i don't fumble tomorrow.and i hope to God he reacts fine.
i need tops for school.unfortunately my arms are too fat.
i am in a really crazy/psychotic mood.
i need to start cleaning up my room before i attempt to study because right now there is no room on the study table for me to put my books down and do work.i am starting school in about 2 weeks from now.am very very very nervous and scared but i cannot do anything i guess.just hope things go fine.i am bloody going to be there for 3 or maybe 4 years!darn.
have yet to meet chris and talk to her.i miss her.and i miss zana too. ):
i //young of the butterfly// you 7:54 PM