Friday, June 15, 2007
i am going to give up on suta and logita.i really am going to try and avoid them as much as possible.this means i am going to have to control myself and not turn up for family gatherings.i cannot.i cannot do this.i cannot face people whom i know i am eventually going to hate and feel disgust towards.
right now i would appreciate the holiday that my mum had promised me.but then again my mother is nothing but the world's biggest liar.she only makes empty promises.so yea.i should not have gotten my hopes too high.the feeling sucks shit i tell you.
i //young of the butterfly// you 12:09 PM