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March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008

Sunday, April 01, 2007

my heart really hurts..i cried really badly just now..my head hurts as well..my eyes and face are swollen..whatever that stopped me from inflicting pain on myself..i don't know what that was..but thank God i did not do anything stupid..cried so much till i fell asleep..i think i slept from the time they left till about 8 plus or 9..

everybody else is more of a mother to me than my own mother is..i will give suse auntie and santhi auntie an explanation in my own time..but i am not expecting them to understand because i know they will still take my mother's side..i just need a bit of understanding that is all..

i was being a bitch to zana just now but you know what..i really don't care..i am not feeling the slightest bit remorseful..i feel angry..rage and hatred are seriously coursing through my veins right now and i am not in the mood to go and apologise to anybody..

i am going to have a very late night tonight and probably sleep in school tomorrow..bye world..

i //young of the butterfly// you 11:24 PM