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March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008

Sunday, April 01, 2007

i almost died when i came home today to find that my grandma was at home..yea..erm..you see my room is not exactly clean..in fact it is nowhere NEAR clean..and my grandma is capable of making a big fuss about it and crying over the state of the room..and drama-ing a lot..so i am quite dead tomorrow morning..quite dead..

i so badly want to see zana..even though i just saw her..but oh wells..i have got many busy weeks coming up..seems like i only get to spend time with niva and nobody else..sucky man..seriously...not that spending time with niva sucks..just that i don't seem to have time for the others..

*chitra im so sorry that this whole week i could not go out with you..i was seriously very busy..i am so sorry that you are starting school next week..am doubtful that i will get to see you at all till your birthday..i love you babe..and i will really try to find time ok..so sorry..

next week going to be equally hectic..i HOPE and PRAY that suta's bday celebration is not going to be on sat..because then i would be really torn between suta and michelle..and usually family always wins..i should really keep track of my 'appointments' here because i keep forgetting everything..me and my STM..

MON : HENNA CLASS OR MR MUTHU'S HOUSE
TUES : CONTACT TIME
WED : HENNA CLASS
THURS : SPORTS MEET/DINNER WITH ASH
FRI : CHRIS'S CHURCH
SAT : MICHELLE'S CHURCH OR SUTA'S BDAY

ive got a pile of essays waiting for me..and i intend to finish them BY good fri..I PROMISE..i need a bit more willpower..

just a thought that crossed my mind..i love my dog to death..no words can explain the special love..i treat him like my little child..the only one in my family who seems to love me back..and everyday i come home and see him in his cage i want to cry..i have been having thoughts of calling the SPCA to take him away to give him a better home..enough of caging him up..everytime i want to let him out my parents don't allow it..or they put him back within one hour of letting him out..it hurts me i don't know why..it is driving me mad..i just need to make sure i bring him out more often..i keep saying i will..but i don't do it at all..and it sucks..rather I SUCK..but dear God i pray please do something about this..i feel like i am torturing the dog indirectly..God just please do something about it..because i cannot bear to see the dog like that..i just cannot..i feel like taking his place..i feel like i deserve a really bad punishment for doing that to him..please God do something..

i miss my darling little bro..i have been coming home late the past few days..and haven't got a chance to talk to him..i miss him..

i shall stop here..im dead tomorrow..

i //young of the butterfly// you 2:00 AM