Monday, March 26, 2007
i REALLY am not very comfortable being in close proximity with people i do not know very well..eg my students and guys mainly..
so on monday i made the mistake of wearing a sleeveless top with a LONG skirt..pretty much everything was covered up..except my arms..and my students still tried to find fault with that..i almost cried in class because one small little boy tried to corner me..just teasing i guess..but i screamed because i was - simply put - FUCKING terrified..yes i happen to be a coward..i hate such closeness especially with people i am not comfortable with and people i DON'T want to be close to..i felt very violated just now..it does not feel nice to be so close to people really..i maybe weird or whatever you want to say..but i am sorry i am just not comfortable..i think i scared my class..
*thank you
im fucking tired now.really damn tired.but have you ever felt like really tired but just cannot sleep?it happens to me all the time.so i cannot sleep.
im fucking annoyed by the fact that the fucking shop does not want to take back the fucking bad quality VCD and CLAIMS its original.eat your shit please.seriously eat your fucking shit.im annoyed because it's a vijay's movie and it is of such bad quality.FUCK YOU!
ok enough said..
witnessed my mum going mad just a while ago..so she was pissed off that i did not let her watch her programme but watched mine insted..well mum it was just this ONCE that i requested to watch the programme..just this once..and you went mad..you could have just told me no and i would have just skipped the programme..there was no reason to hit prasaanth like that for no rhyme or reason..you need to vent your anger do it elsewhere or on something else not by hitting your kids..just stop it..
i see how protective i am of people..but it is no good yea..because sometimes they may feel suffocated which is not a good thing at all..or sometimes they just do not care..it is ok..i have come to terms with it..so it is ok..
i //young of the butterfly// you 11:04 PM