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Friday, March 09, 2007

i feel so lonely ALL the time..i feel like nobody understands me ALL the time..a lot of things are messed up but people think im complaining..

i have given up on my life..i am constantly putting ideas of suicide into my head so that i will soon have the courage to go and kill myself..because right now the courage level is negative 100..

now i know what it is like to be hated for absolutely no rhyme or reason..

i also know what it is like to have a friend not stand up for you..

i am letting go of many people already..starting to let go..you know why?wasting my time on them not worth it..it is good that im out of CJ..no need to see some fuckers' faces anymore..hope i don't see them in university or where ever i am going..

this post doesn't make any sense to me..i just need someone there without me asking..really that is all..i talk to God and it feels like i am talking to a wall..but everybody says He is there..very very very hard to believe..very..so i talk and talk and talk to i don't know who..i am most definitely going mad..

i //young of the butterfly// you 11:38 PM