Sunday, February 04, 2007
i feel very sick to the stomach..
im still trying to reply chris's email which is not easy to do at all cuz i honestly duno wad to say..n im guessing that the **** on my tagboard is chris..i vry much WISH i had the guts to call u n tok to u..but i kno i wun be able to do tt without crying or getting angry so no pnt in creating another misunderstanding..
ive been thru enough heartache and hurt these past few days that i duno how to describe this feeling..
i think abt my rtshp wid God..i pray in times of need..i pray to thank Him..i pray juz to tok to Him...yea i pray sometimes many times in a day..or once in 3 days..but fact is everytime i pray,He does not seem to reply..so how do u expect me to believe He exists?
i //young of the butterfly// you 8:59 PM