Sunday, January 21, 2007
i lyk had the best birthday ever..haha..i shall say this evry yr..well i hafta thank God for blessing me wid such wonderful great angels in my life..im so glad tt these ppl r in my life..well im 19 this yr..its so old but i dun feel grown up at all..tho evrybody else says im one of the matured few tt they kno i dun see how im actually matured..but they've got their judgements so yea..
anyways so..
hafiz thad n udaya surprised me at seoul garden on tt day..nives knew abt it..n she hid it VERY well id say..i juz kinda got a shock wen i saw thad in thr..i enjoyed myself thr..tho they stuffed me..n then udaya baked me a HELLO PANDA cake..SOOOOOO cute..haha..then i got a big stuffed bear frm them..then played pool wid them after tt..i FINALLY learnt how to play it n i guess i had the 2 nicest teachers ever..i tried to irrtate the hell out of them..din work..after tt went to lene's hse..
i had the BEST SURPRISE EVER thr..it was meant to be a pyjama-dinner thingie..k it was kinda funny..cuz i actually saw them but then i thot they were a different bunch of ppl since lene n pinks were shouting frm elsewhr..n they kinda brought me one big round so i thot id seen the wrong ppl n tt my bday was only gona be wid lene n pinks..but no..EVERYBODY WAS THR!!!!!!!omg i was SO happy..i juz cannot describe it but i was REALLY VERY VERY VERY happy..had dinner wid them..pinks cooked..spaghetti..niceeeeee..then i had my cake..which was so cute cuz they baked many cupcake brownies n piled them on top of one another..n then i had 2 candles..n u kno it was SO romantic cuz thr were candles..so pretty n ROMANTIC..hais..it was juz pure bliss wid them..stayed in lene's hse till lyk 1+ cuz i really wanted to juz spend time wid them..ttz how much ive missed u guys..n lene i really wld haf stayed if i din haf sch the nxt day..i love u ppl for doing this for me..really i love u guys so much..
i got the BEST present frm jo..it was our:mel's jo's n my diary frm sec 3 n sec 4 days..we 3 used to rite in one diary to update each othr on our lives..n i REALLY completely forgot abt it until i got it..gosh i came hme..read evrything n teared..how much i fricking miss sec sch days..esp the clique..n mel n jo..we juz dun meet up tt often anymore..
really guys i had the BEST bday..n im SO glad u guys r my friends..i really duno wad to say..i hope tt i can make u guys feel the same way i did on ur bdays..thank you so VERY much..n i totally wished the day was MUCH longer so i cld haf spent more time wid the indian ppl n my IJ ppl oso..all i can say guys THANK YOU SO MUCH n I LOVE YOU SO MUCH as well..
well i received some pretty touching msgs as well on my bday..it meant alot to me..n its quite funny tt the 3 ppl i love the most msged me at around the same time..
ZANAPERHAPS I HAVE NEVER EXPRESSED HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME DARLING BUT I HOPE YOU DO KNOW THAT YOU ARE MORE THAN A FRIEND TO ME AND THAT I SINCERELY CARE FOR YOUR WELLBEING DEAR.I PRAY FOR THIS YEAR TO BE A BETTER YEAR FOR YOU DESPITE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY FOR THAT AND THAT YOU ATTAIN THE GREATEST HEIGHTS YOU WANT TO IN LIFE.GIRL I TREASURE YOU AND OUR FRIENDSHIP A LOT.NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY,I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.AND IF I DIE BEFORE YOU, I WILL TURN INTO YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL I PROMISE.DEAR NOW YOU HAVE STEPPED INTO THE LAST YEAR OF YOUR TEENAGE YEARS.I AM SURE YOU WILL HAVE FOND MEMORIES TO HOLD ON TO NEXT YEAR.I LOVE YOU MY DARLING AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A MAGNIFICENT BIRTHDAY.OH AND I FEEL LIKE SAYING THIS 'IF I HAVE EVER SAID SOMETHING OR HURT YOU UNKNOWINGLY PLEASE FORGIVE ME'.REMEMBER THERE IS A REASON WHY YOU WERE BORN IN THIS WORLD.PERHAPS YOU JUST DUN KNOW THE REASON YET.TILL THEN DO NOT CURSE YOUR BIRTH OR REGRET YOUR BIRTH.THINK LIKE THIS,IF YOU WERE NOT BORN,YOU WOULD NOT HAVE MET A GREAT FRIEND LIKE ME.JUZ KIDDING.SO HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY.LOVE YOU TONS TONS TONS.
after reading this i was juz so shocked..i din cry but i was really so touched to know that she
loves me this much..
CHRISHEY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!ENJOY YOUR DAY AND HAVE FUN.DESPITE EVRYTHING I STILL LOVE YOU ALL THE SAME.GOD BLESS.i wish we cld still be the same like before..but doesnt seem lyk it..hais..one person ive loved so much that it huts so much..i love you chris so much..too much in fact..
*HEY GIRL HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY.WOW A FULLY GROWN AND MATURED WOMAN OF SOCIETY YOU HAVE BECOME.AND EQUIPPED WITH A DRIVING LICENSE.MAY LAUGHTER AND JOY FILL YOUR LIFE AHEAD. (:
you never fail to put a smile on my face..though the msg made me laugh cuz i beg to differ wid the matured n fully grown part but it makes me glad tt smeone thinks of me this way..
thinking of such stuff makes me very very emotional..juz saying im happy isnt exactly good enough..but i really duno how to express myself..i love u guys so much..
i //young of the butterfly// you 8:48 PM