Thursday, January 11, 2007
im sitting here blogging..only cuz i gotta clear my head..
currently the whole of praveena is a bundle of nerves..cuz if anyone cares ive got my TP test tmw..u kno wads tt?..yea my driving test to get my license..so those who read my blog tonight..pls do decide to pray for gd weather for me tmw n tt i will pass the test..cuz all i want is my license..ive been suffering enuff for almost a yr now..juz lemme get the license..juz lemme pass the test once n lemme prove it to those jackasses who think i cannot drive..
i had my last driving revision today..quite a bit of a prob cuz i was kinda tensed n cldnt drive properly initially..after tt it became better i guess..but seriously if tmw i can drive lyk how i drove on sat..it wld be perfect...hais..i really juz hope n pray i get my license..hais..
now ive come to realise tt teaching is really fucking tiring..it practically SUCKS ur energy..not the teaching part..the students suck ur energy..i so wonder how the real teachers do it..n its gona suck if im gona be feeling the same way on my bday..lyk hello??..i dun wana come home after sch n then slp the rest of the day..only to wake up watch certain shows plan lessons n fall back asleep again..bloody hell..u think i want tt?..nooooooooooooooooooooo...smeone pls be nice n decide to book me on my bday.. (:
i am so needing to do smth to my hair..feel lyk doing smth drastic..u kno cut it real short..juz smth different for once..cuz i look so old wid long hair..besides my students thot i was 25..n then wen i said younger they din even go below 23..god do i really look tt old??quite bad rite..n wad sucks is the fact tt i cant even let down my hair without looking messy..hais..
by the way as an afterthought..everybody seems to haf forgotten tt i haf my tp test tmw..hais..sad..sad..
i promise..cross my heart n hope to die..to clear my room by this wkend..i will do it on sat n sun..PLEASE God lemme had the willpower n determination to do it..cuz im so sick of seeing my room so messed up..well ive cleared up the bed at least..so ttz ok rite...but lemme juz PLEASE clean up the room by this wkend..n PLEASE lemme pass my tp test tmw..PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....
i //young of the butterfly// you 8:42 PM