i haven called shob yet n its been bloody long...im so sorry girl..
well ZARINA is back!!!!!!..finally..n thank God she's back..MY LIFE IS BACK...hehe..its been PURE HELL without her ard..n well she truly truly understands me..so really deep down I LOVE HER to death..k im juz bloody fricking happy tt she's back k..get the pnt.. (: (: (: im all smiless..YAY..
anyway i kinda admitted to a guy yest..tt i feel uncomfy going out wid a guy alone..i duno it juz makes me feel VERY conscious of myself..n i mean even wen i go out wid girls i alrdy feel so conscious of myself..but still i juz love my girls..n im quite sure they love me back..haha..so i prolly cldnt care less..but wid guys..its diff..i duno..i feel lyk im putting myself in a spot going out wid them alone..but thr r a select few whom i feel really comfy wid n wld prolly haf a great time if i were to go out wid them..but oh well..tt particular smeone found it surprising tt i said tt..oh well i guess im juz full of surprises.. (:
as u can see im REALLY VERY happy.. (: (: (: (:
cousins outing tmw..as in me chris sham chech n uma..first time 4 of us r actually going out..quite looking forward to it actually..yea we're going clubbing..n i cant wait to drink n dance.. (:
finally went to sinthu's hse..it's HUGE..n juz BEAUTIFUL..n they haf a fricking pool k..haha n i was telling sinthu id swim evryday if i had a pool n she was lyk yea ttz wad i was also saying..n suranth the lil boy..is juz SO damn adorable..how i LOVE kids..they juz manage to brighten up ur day..make u so happy..make u feel lyk thrs smth worth coming home for..its lyk i was juz so damn happy to see suranth even though he isnt my bro..but hais..it was really juz happiness..he was one of the few things tt brightened my life this past 2 DULL/MISERABLE/BITCHY wks.. (:
oh well i duno wad to say..LAUREEN's back as well..happy to see her..she hasnt changed ONE bit..went out wid her n marianne on wed..missed them both..n im missing michelle as well..LOADS..so we shall all meet up soon n tok n tok n tok kaes..
k ppl whom ive made dates wid..chits mel n the rest..i PROMISE i will go out wid u once i get a job..cuz ttz wen i'll be earning my own money n i wun need to feel guilty using my mum's money..so soon kaes..im really sorry..but i promise we will go out..
n i think all the world needs to know for now is IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY..evrything times INFINITY..I LOVE ZARINA FOREVER N EVER N EVER N EVER.. (: (: (: (:
k i wang blog again..actually ive been happy since yest evening wen she told me tt she was gona come back this morn..cuz i was feeling miserable abt smth n i msged smth lyk pls faster come back..n then she said tt she was actually gona surpirse me this morn but since i sounded so miserable she told me..but the thing is her coming back this morn n the fact tt she wanted to surprise me made me SOOOOOOOOOOOOO damn bloody happyyyyyyy..but then she was having probs at the airport then i was sad tt she was gona be back later...but NOOOOO..this morn i got an sms saying 'I AM BACK' frm her n i was instantly HIGH..cuz she is back..ok world im telling u guys this cuz i wana share my happiness..n for all those who kno me u guys kno tt im seldom happy but oh well im HAPPY as anything nowwwww...n nothing's gona make me sad..for awhile...nothing.. (: (: (: (: (: (:
i //young of the butterfly// you 8:26 PM