Saturday, November 04, 2006
MEL: its been quite long..promise we'll meet up after As k..n it was nice chatting wid u.. (:JAN:thanks for being the absolutely retarded fren i haf..who can actually try to convince me out of suicide wid crazy reasons...well in any case sorry for neglecting u these past few mths..promise to meet up after As..n go on our 811 rounds k..n ive really really miss u LOADS.. :(-i guess things wid zana is getting back on track..cuz things seem better now..smehow..
-last night wen i chatted wid jan n hafiz..i realised my worth..i duno..smehow it feels as though lyk even if my family doesnt want me my frens still do n i think for now ttz enuff to make me wana live on..n anyway lyk i admitted last night i wana live...but not in this hse..but i dun think i'll ever leave..in a sense,to me,i feel lyk im living in a trap..in a prison..but i dun wana complain anymore..lets leave it alright..anymore wads the pnt in complaining..shared sorrow is sorrow halved..doesnt quite apply for me..
i //young of the butterfly// you 10:18 PM