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Thursday, October 05, 2006

looks lyk im not keeping true to my words..whatever la..

im halfway to cancelling my whole deepavali..n running away for tt day to smewhr else n juz study thr or smth..i SERIOUSLY haf nothing to wear n my mum isnt doing anything abt it..then once again as usual i will end up looking the ugliest amongst all the cousins as i haf the past few yrs..n then i will sit n cry for the nxt few wks cuz i'll feel disgusted wid myself..[IM FUCKING BEING WHINY N CHILDISH HERE.JUZ LEMME DO IT CUZ IM UPSET]..i DUN wana look ugly this yr n my mum doesnt understand tt..she never will anyway cuz she has PLENTY of saris in her wardrobe which she can use..whereas i dun..n she is juz either too lazy to bring me shopping or too stingy to bring me shopping..n yes childish me is upset abt tt..n if ur thinking y i cant go myself its cuz my mum wun be happy abt tt n she HATES my taste so she believes tt whatever i buy will be ugly n disgusting..so thr goes my idea of a happy n looking nice deepavali..fuck evrything ok really..im gona be in fucking shorts n t shirt..n i will so cry cuz im a baby..

n evrything is tiring me out so badly..seeing faces i dun wana see..talking to assholes i dun wana talk to..i really cant wait for 13th oct...after tt im done wid CJ..after As i wil be REALLY done wid CJ..really really done..had enough wid the bloody ppl who caused me lot of shit in my life n at the same time taught me the TRUTHS abt life..im really really worn out..

n him..he is back..for good..this time really really for good apparently..im really dreading this..i kinda think he is avoiding me also which is a good thing..but wad if i meet him outside smewhr..wad am i supposed/gona do?i really duno..to smile?to say hi?to ignore n walk off?..i so duno..n he can go n die for wanting to go to the same uni as chris cuz IM going same uni as her..piss off u kno seriously..piss off..the fact tt he is gona be here forever is alrdy so fucked up..i dun need to kno tt he has intentions of going to the same uni as chris..n i secretly..oh so secretly hope tt he DOESNT get into the same uni as chris..asshole..

n i kno why im lyk tt...its gona be tt time of the month..

i //young of the butterfly// you 10:55 PM