Sunday, September 17, 2006
well today my instructor told me tt driving instructors arent allowed to book test dates for their fixed trainees anymore..so now it means i WUN be getting my license by nov like i wanted to so i cld drive myself to prom..but yea..i wun be driving anymore..to prom i mean..im trying my best to take it easy cuz i really wanted to drive thr but well...i dun wana feel upset anymore..fuck it..really fuck it..now i will prolly only get it nxt yr..hais..i juz duno wad to say or feel..
if i had told this to zana i kno she wld haf said tt thrs a gd cause behind it..n tt God prolly stopped it cuz maybe i ld haf failed it the first time round..or maybe i wld haf gotten the worst instructor..or maybe i wld haf gotten a shitty test route..i WANT to believe tt..u haf no idea how hollow n empty my words sound to me..i wish i cld believe tt..but i cant..im upset abt not being toget my license asap..its being dragged for so fucking long alrdy..hais..
n anyway i cleared things up wid the person i think n i hope..smth was juz nagging at me to explain myself..cuz i dun lyk misunderstandings esp wid ppl whom i consider impt..so yea..i juz really hope i can go back to normal..cuz usually ttz vry difficult for me to do..
i really think my mum is crazy..she wants to get a tattoo n pierce her navel..BUT she thinks ppl wid many ear piercings are indecent..so i asked her since i haf 8 am i considered indecent..she said yes..n i said gd cuz im gona get more at the end of the yr..randomness but yea..i think im the first in my family to brk tt stereotype tt teenage girls wid more than 2 piercings r havoc...i haf 8 n i want more...n a nose n navel piercing.. (:
went to watch VV yest..wid family..i HATE watching police movies..KK was another movie tt had the shittiest ending...at least this one wasnt bad..but its ok i guess..saw uma n uthaya thr..haha..spent some time talking n crapping..uthaya seriously will never shut up..
by the way i juz told zana tt i wun be able to get my license by nov..n she said exactly wad i thot she wld haf said..
today's miss vasantham..was MUCH better..i think the intelligence department is so much stronger is in this batch..n i HOPE devi priya gets the title..she is juz HOT SEXY n BEAUTIFUL..
things to look forward to nxt wk
-PRELIMS ENDING ON WED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-spending the remaining of wed in zana's hse slping-thurs morn going back to IJ..thurs afternoon wid darling chris n TDWP-fri morn prolly beach n my diary..-sat i got smth on but i cant rem wad..well hopefully nxt wk will be fun (:
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