Sunday, July 02, 2006
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...LIKE I FINALLY SPOKE TO
ASIAH ON MSN LIKE AFTER A GAZILLION YEARS!!!...its so enlightening..i mean ive missed her like SO much..LOADS N HEAPS...n then suddenly she was on today...n we talked SO MUCH...gosh i miss her lyk LOADS...its been too long..n she was asking if i rem our childhood together..unfortunately i dun except tt day wen we went to her hse n tt one day tt they came over..n she says she has photos of us wen we were really TINY...i want i want...i miss asiah..hais..its been really too long man..well we promised to sen pics to each othr n i hope we do keep tt promise..we will we will..haha..
anyways i kno its been super long since i blogged but i really haf no time..n i dun haf a com anymore..which is good cuz no com=no distraction..need to strt mugging for the bloody As..mid yrs alrdy was BAD enough..esp the maths paper..
anyway ive been having a lot of shit happen in my life..aint easy to cope wid but im trying..family relatives sch n evrything..hais..the process of growing up is juz so troublesome..
ive had enough of this shit of ppl telling me tt i haf no respect for othrs..lemme juz say smth here ok..if i meet the person n the person makes a good first impression i will ALWAYS respect tt person HIGHLY ok..n if u make a shitty first impression u can go piss off really...n i mean if ive known u for long n i realise tt ur actually truly quite a screwed up person who doesnt give me the respect I deserve y the hell shld i even give u back one ounce of tt respect?...tell me...really dun come n tell me tt i dun repsect u..its cuz i really dun think u deserve it..so juz leave me alone alright..i have enough shit to deal wid without u coming n adding on to it..
MARIANNE:hey dearie..well schs going back to normal nxt wk..shall be seeing more of u n toking to u more kaes..cant wait..love u part time gf.. (:
paternal grandma got discharged alrdy..i had no courage left after tt day to go visit her again in hospital..still haven seen her since then..im juz scared to..n anwyay my maternal grandma is giving so much of probs..im vyr sick of being dragged into things for no rhyme or reason..really upset...
my mum bought me a sari for the ROM..kinda upset wid it..dun ask y..vry upset wid it..i juz need to go sew my blouse now..soon..really gotta do it..n i haven seen the sari..but its pink..not a vry nice shade of pink tho..n i hope i'll look nice on tt day..
haven gone for driving for more than a month alrdy..im fcking screwed...cuz im juz fucking screwed..had to cancel one lesson today cuz of uncle's hsewarming...then nxt wk only the nxt lesson..im bloody dead la really...duno how things r gona go..n if im gona rem things..
FINALLY saw alex's baby..n i realised ive found the one person whom i think is REALLY beautiful inside-out..alex's wife,nary...well may God bless them richly...hope baby Eden grows up to be a pretty n great kid...she alrdy looks lyk her mum..n she is lyk so small n so cute...i din dare carry her tt day though...im bad wid babies..rather im scared of them..duno why..haha..but yea she is cute..suba n michael came oso..been a long time since i saw n spoke to suba..quite fun toking abt CJ n suba has tis really FUNNY way of putting things..she is hilarious...n michael n alex started teasing me again abt monan...hais..it'll never stop rite??..now i kno whr i got the shyness frm..
anyways yea..fri after sch went to NP to meet chris..was fun man..after tt went town..gosh the crap tt we did..rather THEY did..i was INNOCENT..anyways yea..it was fun though..really fun..felt so much enlightened after tt really...then stayed over in chris's hse n as usual stayed up toking A LOT...we talked abt EVERYTHING..haha..n i really think im not gona get married...n i wore sleeveless for the first time ever on fri..random i kno but yea..going NP again tmw..slack one last time before i start sch proper..
well this is my long entry..i shall not be updating for sme time i think..bye ppl.. (: ..anything msg me..
i //young of the butterfly// you 9:02 PM