Wednesday, June 21, 2006
at least my bro's com is fine now...
went clubbing last fri..was worried tt mum wld find out but she din..well it was my first..kinda scary..but evrything went smoothly..thank God..n having chris sinthu n annapoo thr made it safer..but thr were a whole lot of weird ppl thr...goodness..haha..funny n good exp..sure wun be my last...haha..
its been a mth since i sat in a car..a month..i duno wad im gona do wen i sit in the car on 2nd jul..i duno if i actually remember how to even start the bloody car..let alone drive it..im prolly gona die..n im actually in stage 2..how funny is tt..i still cant get slopes..my steering STILL sucks even tho im in stage 2..wad the hell..the driving instructor said tt i still cant get my steering...im bloody screwed la..i duno wad to do..
grandma[paternal] got admitted to hospital last wk for pneumonia..went to visit her yest...i juz felt lyk crying so badly..she looks lyk a wreck...she is so small n frail..she has got white hair...i never noticed it...age has finally caught up wid her...n i duno how to help...i juz hope nothing happens..really..cuz i juz wun kno how to deal wid it...hearing tt she was admitted to hospital alrdy made me panic...n i was worried sick..i juz hate hearing tt smeone was admitted to hospital..hais...
meera chechi's ROM nxt month..n wedding at the end of the yr..im kinda half looking forward to it n half not looking forward to it..goodness..marriage is sucha big step man..a really really HUGE step..n she is lyk gona be married..soon..lyk in half a yr..WOW..well in any case..i hope evrything goes well for her..
my maternal grandma scolded me for wearing the cross tt day..she said tt im gona regret it..n she insulted chris n chris's family...she dragged them into the pic for no rhyme or reason..saying they're brainwashers..well if she werent my grandma i wld haf tol her off..but unfortunately or fortunately she is my grandma so i shut up..i decided not to scold her or tell her off..tho inside i really wanted to..well honestly i DUN give two fucks if suse auntie went frm hindu to christian n back to hindu..ttz not my fcking prob..i dun understand y my extended family has to make so much noise at me for going church or wearing the cross wen my OWN parents dun even make noise at me...i mean my parents allow me to do it so who the fuck is my extended family to make noise at me?..one day i will blow up..i will..im half thr alrdy...
well ttz abt it ppl..since i cldnt blog for A LONG TIME..i wrote evrything in my diary..now im sure my diary feels loved.. (:
i //young of the butterfly// you 8:25 PM