MONAN'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!.....n his morn greeting of 'morning little sunshine!' totally made my day..i was juz so happy thruout the morn n day oso actually but i was kinda tired tho.. (: (: ..but he is back!!!!..YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!!!!
k so on tues i went to meet chris after sch...went wid chris annapoo sinthu n elbina to gelare..haha..after sucha long time im eating thr..wafflessss (:(: ...haha..tried the honey malt crunch which was damn shiok..went to buy my earphones after tt...well despite the fella saying tt its a VERY VERY gd brand,the earphones r a bit spoilt..i hate this fcking earphones business i swear..went hm wid sinthu after tt..n i showed her the foto..haha..goodness im really quite a nut..
anyways on wed after sch went wid yijie n aud to print class tees..i REALLY hope the guy gets it done by tues n we can get out jerseys on wed itself..then yijie bought corn...u kno they really put SO much butter..n it was so funny to see his reaction cuz he kept saying can die can die..haha yijie FYI i put more butter than tt really...so after tt i headed back to sch for studying..n i was productive...drank coffee..hehe..makes me happy.. (: at abt 8.40 me n udaya went to the benches opp SC...it was vry dark n all but damn nice...juz to be alone..n we toked abt our insect phobia then headed back to studying a bit..haha...after tt went mrt stn sat down n toked..came hm was super tired but still ended up toking to zana..i juz had to tok to her..n felt much better after tt..but she is having attachment now so she wun really be free much.. :(
thurs after sch went tuition..after tt came hm n slacked till now..actually been reading the papers la..the GE is soooo lyk covered..i cant find a word..lyk too much coverage...hais...getting so boring..anyways this morn saw joyce neo li yun in the bus..haha..she called n was lyk 'look to ur left'...i wld haf moved back if only the bus wasnt crowded..sorry joyce..n besides nowadays the bus timings r getting more bloody screwed up..damn irritating la..so im reaching sch lata n lata.. :( n i really hate double GP periods cuz i feel so bad after tt...i slept in the first period..so really tried my best to stay awake for the 2nd period..hais..its so diff for ms chok n i feel bad cuz im the fcked up GP rep la..feel really bad u kno..hais..n ms ban was quite nice n funny today..well it was a good day (:
-arae baba...you are afraid
-Very normal considering the people around you are making you feel that way
-I mean you are a person who gives importance to what pple say .....
-So it will take time to heal from all the hurt you have been through
-And time is the Best Medicine
-you need to approach this in a different angle...
-You will learn....give ur self sum chances darling
-I know you must be saying that it is easier to be said
-But i know you da....you will pull through
its at times lyk this i thank God for zana..yea had pretty much a heart to heart tok wid her last night..actually wanted to tok to chris but i think she is busy wid sch...yea told zana evrything..well i really cant do anything abt this fear la..its been thr ALL along..ALWAYS..n i really duno how to overcome it..so lyk wad zana says im juz gona give it time i guess..wad can i do?..im really juz gona take things n my stride n try not to feel so low..
saw priya juz now at the 806 stand..wanted to call her but kinda far rite..so i thot nvm..then wanted to wave but she din see.. :( well if u read this..HI PRIYA :)
i //young of the butterfly// you 10:30 PM