im a lil butterfly (:

Saturday, May 20, 2006

shoutouts again

CHITRA : we cant wait till after exams..cuz after exams will be lyk prelims n then the As..n then we'll end up meeting up nxt yr...i'll sms u soon..we shall go out maybe in the first wk of hols kaes..love.. (:

JAY : (: (: (: i hope u enjoyed ur lil surprise...I LOWE YOU.. (:

MEL : meet soon again kaes..i wana tok to u again.. (: abt u kno wad im sure..haha..i miss u mel..

YIJIE : yea yea whatever love doctor... (: thank u for following me to queensway n bugis.. (:

MEE-SHELL : wheeeeeee!!! i cant wait..u cant either riteeeeee...wheee!!!!! (: (: (:

RUBY : why the random tag abt cinnamon??..isit my add?..its not tt i lyk the cinnamon..i lyk cinnamony stuff..am i making sense?...n it doesnt sting dear.. (:

PRIYA : (:

MARIANNE : no probs...060606...short form=666...wad a number...hahaha..but im game for it...its a tues..shld we get together at 0606 hrs oso??? (:

shoutouts done...n thanks ppl for making my tagboard come to life..haha..im making my blog come to life now..loads of stuff to say...i duno where to start...gosh thrs so much to say so much to do....bleahs..k im starting.. (:

fri
today went queensway n bugis wid yijie niva n melvyn...quite fun..was finding for bag la..i really need a new one vry badly cuz mine's currently tearing..i found one tt i lyk...but its cloth..so im kinda scared it might tear fast..but i lyk..n i oso wana get my mum's opinion first..but dun think she will be free tmw.. :( n i wana get a smaller carrying bag oso...k nvm...dun think anyone knows wad im toking...i want smth black tho..both black...n my mum still owes me a JB trip..well we'll see how.. (:
PE today spelt F U N !!!!...haha..i loved today's game...damn crappy..my roughest ever...n i found it amusing even though i was practically DYING...ive got the lowest stamina ever..n sorry jiaying for keep snatching the ball away..hehe..im evil..
after going bugis i went back to sch wid the intention of studying..but we ended up escaping n going wdlds...met chris n joshua for awhile..then after tt met monan...cldnt study la...all the study population decided to go for the concert..n i din wana..so yea..went wdlds n had a bit of fun..then sent udaya to sengkang..n then took 965 home..n toked to someone again.. (: ...hehe...so fun n exciting.. (: happiness happiness... (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

thurs
today was a shitty day..had 3hrs of ms chok..u kno i dun hate her or anything...i dun..n its not tt i wana rebel against her or wad..but really the damned essay i din kno wad to rite...gosh..so during GP she made all those who din complete go down n complete it..i was the 1st to walk out..i duno y but i felt lyk i needed to be alone...i sat at my peaceful place at the foyer n stoned for awhile...n then started work much lata...but managed to produce 1.5 pages of shit la..after tt she came to tok to me abt my sleeping habits....i duno wad to say alrdy la..all i can do is juz hope tt she doesnt call up my mum n suggests i see a doctor..cuz my mum will fricking bring me to one if she ever finds out tt ive not been slping sme nights...aiyah i duno la..ms chok says i haven been myself n been vry grumpy lately...i kno i haf n im really sorry but im juz vry tied down wid many things...
i think j ban's a really nice n funny lady...

wed
supposed to dance for arts week but last min backed out cuz our dancers din haf enuff practice..well nvm..nothing much happened on this day though..at least none tt i can remember..yea n i toked to someone again online...abt smth really shitty ttz really dragging me down..
met zana in the morn (: (: (: (: (: din meet uthaya this morn tho..but met kanages n jeya..

tues
my PE teacher's a real motherfucker i swear..i wana slap n punch his fcking face smetimes...scolded me for going down for brk during PE time..wtf la..nothing was going on during tt time n i was gona stay back n study for night study right..bastard...duno wads his prob..
met zana in the morn (: (: (: (: (: met uthaya oso..then toked to him a bit..then met kanages n jeya oso..been sometime since i saw them..

sun
OMG tis day was SERIOUSLY HAPPENING...the evening at least..it was DARLING JAY'S BDAY...haha...maybe to show my happiness i shld type in caps.. (: well evrything was good...me n jan tried to surprise her but i think she saw thru it but i wonder if she knew thr was a surprise waiting for her at home..did u kno jay?..haha me jan met jay at abt 5+..actually we were supposed to meet earlier but jay cldnt..n i was so scared tt we wld meet her mum at np who was collecting the cake at 5+ as well..but luckily we din...so we juz walked ard aimlessly...lyk wad we always do..then after tt i was wondering how im gona follow her hm n wldnt she lyk suspect n all..but then she knew la..so we juz hecked n followed her home..then her mum was lyk really good at pretending..she was lyk 'hey u guys came over?its nice to haf u guys over'...n wen jay wen to the dining room nanthini n dhanya were thr wid the cake..her grandma was also thr...then after tt we sang her the bday song then ate...omg i telling u her cousins r really funny ppl..n it was after SUCHA long time tt i was meeting jan..well the night was damn bloody entertaining.haha...well i was so happy for her..JAY UR LEGAL!!!..haha..love u..n hope u enjoyed the day..
the afternoon wasnt really so good cuz i had a family gathering right after driving..n my driving lesson left me so physically n mentally drained..i cldnt face anybody..all i wanted to do was lock myself in a room n cry myself to slp..so i was really pulling a long face..got shit frm my mum,grandma and aunty...n i had tis feeling tt my aunty is trying to avoid me..i duno y..since the yr started alrdy..hais..i duno la..im really hurt by wad she's doing..i juz dun understand y she does it..but i guess i oso cant ask her or wad..so yea..i duno how much more of it i can take alrdy la..

well so yea this pretty much sums up my whole week...meeting zana totally made my day cuz i juz felt tt the day started off right..even tho i reached sch lyk a WHOLE lot earlier..but then its worth it for zana.. (: been feeling vry upset lately..but i think its P[post]MS...i duno la..juz haven been feeling good..

i really wana say smth abt this whole issue here..but its not the place..but i swear this is really lyk totally tying me down..im feeling so sick of all this pri/sec sch fuck..i hope it juz clears up real soon..cuz its bloody fucking annoying..

anyhow sme thot crossed my mind smetime back..wad if i were to tell ppl im not straight?...haha..seems quite funny...juz for the fun of it la..k but i wun...i duno it juz crossed my mind...

i had another freaky dream again juz now while napping..stupid shit...it was so freaky...k it was lyk this...i was at the CJ bus stop wid denesh..gona sen her hme..lyk wad i did on wed..sending her to bishan..so we go on the bus n evrything...n then evrything cuts short to the CJ bus stop across the road...i get off thr..but its a VERY deserted bus stop...n then roads werent separated by trees...instead it was those contruction metal kinda things..i duno how to describe...n all of a sudden it started raining VERY heavily...n then wind was SO damn bloody strong n carried me wid it...n i grabbed onto the bus stop pole...n held...n i was almost gona lose grip wen my mum started banging on my door..n so i woke up..but the whole wind carrying me away process was so freaky..cuz i cld actually feel myself TRYING to put my legs down firmly...n in bed i felt tt my hands n legs were so heavy tt i cldnt lift them up even a bit...i really hate dreams lyk tt...

anyways im looking forward to nxt wk somehow...MONDAY 22ND MAY 7.30PM FISH & CO WHEELOCK PLACE 2/1 GATHERING...OMG!!!!!!!!!....im lyk super damn fricking happy..i juz totally CANNOT wait la...n then next day go out wid my class...YAYNESS!!! then maybe thurs or fri go back to IJ..n then fri is GM play..cant wait..haha..

i //young of the butterfly// you 11:57 PM