Sunday, May 14, 2006
man..its been lyk how long since i updated..well all in all even tho i was PMSing damn bloody badly [which i always do] i still managed to haf a pretty good week..n thr r shoutouts for ppl at the bottom..so do go n read..
tues wid chris n a LONG convo wid someone
wed wid my darling class
thurs wid my darling class n monan
fri wid MEL dearest
sat wid JAY darling
haha..
tues went to meet chris after sch..cldnt wait..as usual our tues gelare date..haha..went wid sinthu n annapoo oso..saw quite a lot of weird things lyk the bull..hehe..goodness wdlds sure is a weird place..yea..then went hm n had a long convo wid someone.. (: am definitely happy..haha..
thr was a small setback on this day..i felt so upset cuz i cldnt do the CRV FA..evrytime it comes to FAs i juz feel tt smetimes i dun haf time to think out those stuff for myself cuz ppl r asking me how to do it..so i juz feel really upset cuz i end up doing the FA badly..so i broke down on tues...yea..cried to miss chia..n im glad tt she was thr..really..n im so thankful tt she is still my teacher..i dun think id haf the strength to actually push myself without her constant encouragement..but she tol me smth upsetting..whilst my econs is improving,my maths is going down the drain..i got even more upset at tt..i duno la..i need to find the balance..mid yrs r juz around the corner..hais..
had my 2.4 run oso on tt day..which i did properly..so i earned my SILVER.. (:
wed lit evening..quite cool..was quite happy spending time wid the class..tho i wasnt exactly sitting wid them but wid nives..was wid them thr..quite interesting to see evrybody dress up n all..yea me n michelle had to present..i had to do a translation whilst michelle had to do a presentation of her drawing which was so damn nice.. (: then i took a photo wid MY BOLLYWOOD HERO Brother Paul..haha.. (: (: (: ...smiles smiles smiles like mad...yea reached hme pretty late tt day..
yea before tt i saw ruby in the interchange..was really glad to see her after such a long time.. (: no words cld describe tt feeling actually..
thurssports day in a way..haha..only spoiler was my jersey..i was really fricking upset abt it cuz mine had a printing error...became gorgeAus instead of gorgeous..n the fact tt i was actually pmsing made it worse cuz i felt even more upset abt it for no reason...felt kinda demoralised during the netball matches tho i duno y..after tt i was having this weird hatred flowing thru me..i seriously duno y..but i juz felt ultimate hatred n anger n ttz y i din wana go out wid the class cuz i din wana be pulling a long face or anything..so went for lunch wid fran n udaya..met jenny n kanages.. (:
after tt went hm slept n then monan came over..toked a bit..then he left n i went out for dinner wid my family...
friwoke up late as usual..went bugis wid my mum n ended up not buying anything cuz thr juz wasnt anything..its seriously damn fcking irritating trying to find for a bag...bloody hell..n im fussy so yea..juz cldnt find anything..but ended up buying books..then after tt followed them back to yishun n then left to meet mel..i had a GREAT time wid mel really..toking crapping buying BUTTERFLY stuff..bought new earrings..haha..i LOVE n i intend to buy somemore btw.. (: (: yea anyways after tt followed mel hme n then took 965..toked to somebody again (: (: (: (: ...haha..happiness..
satmorn went for brekkie wid jay tho it was last min n evrything..n it was wonderful catching up wid her after SO DAMN BLOODY long...
consistent inconsistency...no one will get it except me n jay cuz its an inside joke...hehe..n jay u look GREAT wid ur hair now..even my mum said so..so dun think lowly of urself k..YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL..
stupid monan promised to follow me n my mum go JB in the end he cldnt make it..tho i think he juz din wana go..anyways yea..so plans to go JB got cancelled..then after brekkie came hm..kohila came for dance prac..finally managed to teach her the whole dance..now we juz need sme prac wid the hats..then evrything shld be fine..
so after tt watched TV all the way..cuz they played vijays movie on sun tv then after tt watched vasantham n they played m kumaran..the movie which touched/touches/will touch my heart the MOST..hais..so sad..felt lyk crying so much...
im missing zana so badly..been so long since i toked to her..wanted to visit her on sun but family going out for lunch so yea..n in this 4 days of hols i NEVER did a single hw or work...neither did i clean up my room lyk i promised to..n i owe some people thanks
JAY : BLESSED 18th BDAY TO YOU..i love u a lot a lot..ur really a great person..beautiful inside out..we've had plenty of ups n downs n im sure we still will but we'll pull thru kaes..i love u SO much..well i hope we can go out more often kaes..cuz its gona be a mth more n then ur gona leave..im gona be sad all over again..so we must spend more time together k..LOVE U BABE.. (: NAIR [JAN] : eh pandi u still alive?..duno how to call sms or anything isis..pandi..hope ur doing well anyway..missing u girl..
MEL : thanks for tt wonderful fri evening..i really enjoyed my time wid u..it was good updating u n catching up wid u..n letting u read those smses (: ..haha..well well i will definitely keep u updated abt things k..I LOVE U SO MUCH MEL..
MARIANNE YIJIE N WILLIAM : hey guys..i kno marianne n yijie wld prolly read this..duno abt will..anyways i juz wana thank u guys SO much...cuz i felt tt tis yr i cld really open up n be myself ard the class cuz u guys made things much easier..i felt tt smehow tis yr u guys opened up A LOT to me n it really made me feel a whole lot comfier..so i juz wana thank u guys so much..LOVES (:
YIJIE : hello yijie..hope u read tis..thank u SO much for running wid me on tues..it meant alot to me..a great source of encouragement...thanks so much kaes..n i will definitely treat u to lunch soon..
MICHELLE : how do i ever thank u for ALWAYS being thr giving me sane advice..well u oso definitely made things much easier this yr in sch n i oso hafta thank u for always being nice.. LOVES (:
RUBY : hey girl it was nice seeing u tt day..n im glad to haf given u tt hug wen u needed it..LOVE U girl (:PRIYA : duno y but ur sms juz put a smile on my face..well evrything related to u always puts a smile on my face n tugs at my heart.. (: LOVE U always girl...always..UDAYA : thanks for running wid me..i'll treat u to gelare soon k..after ur SYF..n all the best..
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