Wednesday, April 26, 2006
i think my blog's kinda dying..bit by bit..haha..
anyway i toked to him on mon..finally...it felt lyk i was getting a BIG load off my chest...n thank God he was so damn understanding abt evrything..n thr i was paranoid tt he wld get angry wid me...but well he din get angry n things r more normal now so im rather happy..n as long as we both dun haf a prob wid each othr im sure things will be fine.. (:
went home wid denesh today..had a nice long talk wid her..nice..well im hoping tt fri evrything will go well for her...i really look upto her for doing this...n i hope tt no one gives her any problems on fri..well im going down..hope sara n the rest comes too..well anyway wid denesh..haha...she tol me smth...haha..n i found tt really funny..but she will so die if she mentions it in front of the whole grp..haha..but i kno she wun..
today sch was pretty boring..fahy's lesson was kinda interesting tho..the whole seating arrangement..more diff to slp lyk tt i think...n its a record cuz he hasnt called me at all for the past 2 wks..n i felt really rotten for slping during ms chok's lesson...felt bad really..well im gona make sure i do my work n give it to her..slept the whole of brk..God...was so damn fricking tired...my biological clock is taking its toll on me...n tt sucks..
haven been staying back for night study..i think im really too tired to stay back anymore..tmw got tuition tho..irritating...come back n shall attempt to be productive...'napped' for 2 hrs wen i came hme today...sucked man..well i shall stay up lata...hehe..
anyway juz gave zana 'a poison tree' poem to help me translate..juz wana compare both hers n hafiz's n then maybe combine..n zana sent me tis irritating sms...ur gona die for tt u kno u fool..
sometimes somethings wun even let me cry."he loves me but he wun say it...oh why?""but ur eyes are speaking, in silence ur seeking!"im toking to mel rite now online abt *...haha...mel mel..thanks so much for listening to me bitch n being thr n understanding wen i need it..well at least im honest wid her..cant really be honest wid the rest..cuz its kinda embarrassing...but mel understands.. (: i needed to get all this off my chest n toking to mel helps..(: thanks mel...n anyways MEL JO ME got a date on sat...lunch n neoprints n MANY MANY MANY photos..we shall take ok..PLENTY..haha..YAY!!!...i cant wait..n its thurs tmw..faster come SAT...n i hope jamal takes me for driving again on sat..
i //young of the butterfly// you 9:02 PM