Wednesday, April 12, 2006
been hooked on ONE TREE HILL..n ttz bad..really bad...esp wid sch..
PERIODS always make me bitchier than i alrdy am..so sorry if im extra bitchy nowadays..
met chris n ish on mon night...was really surprised to see them at yishun...n we met in the most unexpected place...yishun underpass but i was juz so damn fcking happy to see them i duno y...glad i left sch 'early' tho....they made my day...so toked to them for sme time before they took the bus n left..was half tempted to take the bus wid them cuz i juz wanted to tok to them more n more...but went hm instead..
tues din go sch...im worse than ever...duno if its asthma...but i was hoping tt it wldnt become more serious after going to the doc...but it still did..so i guess all those fcking med din work..i will not go to the doc anymore..i swear..cuz meds dun help..n its all fuck la ok...juz plain shit...i got shit scared wen i saw the papers n i saw tt ive been visiting the doc on the 6th of evry mth since feb..its no joke man...im scared n worried no doubt...but i haven told my mum n DUN wish to tell her cuz it will give her another reason to panic n get worried..
i cant wait for sat night or rather sun..cuz my grandma's coming back!!..im FRICKING happy juz hoping tt she'll stay here whilst she's here.. (: ...really cant wait..time for another cousins' gathering too.. (:
decided to go for service on thurs...hafta call sham chech tmw..n its her BDAY..then my mum the day after tt..n radha auntie's too.. (: wondering if i shld wish my mum tho...cuz i never do...
a best friend is a sister/brother destiny forgot to give u...beautiful quote..took it frm smewhr..
stole this frm smewhr as well...but im pondering on whether its true..i mean its true but it dun really apply to me..its different reasons y im a bitch..
I like being a bitch because the only reason you would call me that is because you cannot be like me.
You cannot walk right into a place and tell someone off to their face. I can. And thus you call me a bitch.
You prefer stabbing someone from the back whilst i prefer dragging forks right into the eye. Thus i am a bitch.
So i become the criminal because i commit the murder in full public view whilst you choose to hide yourself?
No, i'm not a bitch. I just have more guts than you'd ever have. I look fear in the eye and thus i'm known to be a bitch.
If being a bitch means i'm fearless, i'm fiesty, i'm driven, than by all means. Call me a bitch.
because i've never been one to bow down. i never settle for something just because i have to. i fight when my principles are threatened. i never let anyone win if they don't deserve to.
if you think i'm a bitch, indeed i am.
i //young of the butterfly// you 1:06 AM