i thought i was the only mad one around..but udaya oso feels the same...abt our parents n stuff...i duno la..wen i heard her say it today i felt vry reassured tt i wasnt the only one feeling this way..my parents never attended any PTMs in my entire life..till i came to JC..n the teachers made it so difficult n if parents din come down they had to come down another day n all tt shit..so last yr my mum started coming..n tmw she is coming again..but im not scared or anything whereas evrybody is..cuz i kno my mum doesnt really care..she doesnt even wana come down tmw actually...i think she is only coming cuz i forced her..anyway evrytime she says she doesnt wana come i still get affected..she wana come oso i feel affected smehow..i juz duno wad to do wid them anymore..
PMS/monthly visitor starting really soon..im gona be more of a bitch than i alrdy am..hais..i juz feel it..
n im doing it once again..i did it yest juz for the fun of it..can u believe it..i laughed..cried..n i duno wad else i did..ive been breaking down EVERY single night since the time sch started..can u imagine?...its retarded rite?..i feel so stupid but yet i juz hafta brk down...been so mentally/physically/emotionally drained these 2 wks...had a tok wid miss chia yest..thank God i din cry in front of her..i wld haf felt so stupid...hais..nvm la..i am stupid anyways..
right now am toking to yipin online..n its been so long..can u believe it 9mths alrdy...she's been thr..hais..i miss evrything so badly...hais...the old frenships..the old times...IJ..can u imagine EVERY single thing i kno has changed..so much...n now things r all new to me..n i feel lyk im putting myself in too deep once again..well it always happens rite..
i haf so much to say..so little time...time's seriously running out n im still lagging behind..i laugh at myself cuz i seriously AM pathetic..its quite bad actually..but funny wen u think abt it..
i got more things to say but i dun wana say it here anymore..so bye ppl..
e tear is her way of expressing her joy,her sorrow,her pain,her disappointment,her love,her loneliness,her grief n her pride.
i //young of the butterfly// you 10:41 PM