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March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008
Friday, March 31, 2006

i thought i was the only mad one around..but udaya oso feels the same...abt our parents n stuff...i duno la..wen i heard her say it today i felt vry reassured tt i wasnt the only one feeling this way..my parents never attended any PTMs in my entire life..till i came to JC..n the teachers made it so difficult n if parents din come down they had to come down another day n all tt shit..so last yr my mum started coming..n tmw she is coming again..but im not scared or anything whereas evrybody is..cuz i kno my mum doesnt really care..she doesnt even wana come down tmw actually...i think she is only coming cuz i forced her..anyway evrytime she says she doesnt wana come i still get affected..she wana come oso i feel affected smehow..i juz duno wad to do wid them anymore..

PMS/monthly visitor starting really soon..im gona be more of a bitch than i alrdy am..hais..i juz feel it..

n im doing it once again..i did it yest juz for the fun of it..can u believe it..i laughed..cried..n i duno wad else i did..ive been breaking down EVERY single night since the time sch started..can u imagine?...its retarded rite?..i feel so stupid but yet i juz hafta brk down...been so mentally/physically/emotionally drained these 2 wks...had a tok wid miss chia yest..thank God i din cry in front of her..i wld haf felt so stupid...hais..nvm la..i am stupid anyways..

right now am toking to yipin online..n its been so long..can u believe it 9mths alrdy...she's been thr..hais..i miss evrything so badly...hais...the old frenships..the old times...IJ..can u imagine EVERY single thing i kno has changed..so much...n now things r all new to me..n i feel lyk im putting myself in too deep once again..well it always happens rite..

i haf so much to say..so little time...time's seriously running out n im still lagging behind..i laugh at myself cuz i seriously AM pathetic..its quite bad actually..but funny wen u think abt it..

i got more things to say but i dun wana say it here anymore..so bye ppl..

e tear is her way of expressing her joy,her sorrow,her pain,her disappointment,her love,her loneliness,her grief n her pride.


i //young of the butterfly// you 10:41 PM