i was in sch..having a very normal sch day...n then suddenly i either fainted or had an asthma attack..but it seemed more lyk an asthma attack..n then i blacked out...n by the time my eyes were open SOMEONE was carrying me to a 'safer' place..n i looked at the person n i realised it was HIM..evryone around us was juz staring..no one was bothering to help..except for the fact tt smeone was calling the ambulance..n my maths teacher stood thr staring at the both of us as if we had done smth really illegal in sch...n HE was trying to ensure i was ok..toking to me..getting my inhaler...patting my back..n then i WOKE UP...
well yea it was a dream but it had this impact on me..i felt vry weird after tt...but then again i din think abt it until i saw HIM in sch on mon..n so i asked my fren wad it cld haf meant...n she said tt tis cld be a warning as to wad might happen in the future...as in me having one of those 'episodes'..whatever it is i hope it aint nothing serious..i juz dun lyk dreams la..they make u think n ponder...
well anyway today first ICS meeting wid the J1 indians..well it was quite funny la..not many...actually VERY few J1s turned up..anwyays im sure the J2s had lotsa fun themselves la..haha..crapping..esp wid keerthi thr...gosh!...hilarious man...had a gd laugh today la...but after tt i duno mood went downhill again..i think cuz i started toking abt family..sucked man..sucked..hais..came home..n felt lyk shit...well i will get over it anyway..
ive realised the freedom n joy wearing singlets give u..hahaha..a bit crazy...stole all my bros singlets since he aint wearing them...n im wearing them now..it feels so free n much much cooler...
well been toking to KART lately n i realised how much i miss tuition..i wana go back wid all of us...i remember thr wld be somedays wen we ALL wld be thr...the crap we will crap..the tok we will tok..mans i miss it..i miss kart..i miss ash..i miss jeff..n thank God jay n jan r still here...n its also been smetime since i updated jan on my life..haha..but met her last wk..was quite happy to haf met her n jay n toked things n stuff...felt so good..must meet jay n jan lyk many many times before jan starts poly n before jay leaves..but thrs still a LONG time for tt.. (:
had my first driving on sun..it was [unexpectedly]fun n [expectedly]scary...haha...but my left thigh was quite tired frm pressing the clutch...i CANT wait to use auto...but then again for the actual test i gotta use a manual..so yea..gotta get used to it rite...bleahs...i tol my auntie abt it cuz she's the only female whom i kno who has her driving license..so i tol her abt it..n she tol me wen i drive i juz gotta relax..n NEVER EVER feel nervous or scared..i guess i gotta do tt la..i was super tensed n nervous for the first lesson tt i cldnt keep my eye on the road..i KEPT looking at the speedometer n the technometer [now dya guys kno wad im tokign abt?] ....anyways...yea..n the instructor kept reminding me to look up..n yea it was kinda fun taking charge of the wheels..lyk the min i got into the driver's seat, i got reminded of priya's mum cuz she drives the car..n then i kept getting reminded of how she started the car n how she checked the mirrors n drove so confidently on the roads...she was SUPER careful on the roads i realised...hoping tt i can be as confident as her wen i drive nxt time...on the roads..thinking abt it is quite funny la..HAHAHA...sorry.. (:
also going for bhindo's 21st made me realise how much i miss IJ...i remember the ICS meetings we used to haf u kno..n then last time a grp of us wld go to the desert shop near sch n eat the ice kachang n tok n haf so much fun..the SUPER fun ICS meetings whr the grp was quite big..i think the best yr was wen i was in sec 1..tt was wen ananthi bhindo indhu n all were thr..n i remember the morn train rides to sch..wid the cedar bitches n VS dogs in the same carriage...man i miss those times..n then we'd always meet outside sch n then go in together...it made IJ a really great place...n wen i went for bhindo's party all the memories came back..how much we all haf grown..she's alrdy 21..n im 18 alrdy...we're all so big...hais.n seeing chitra...i really felt bad for not toking much to her..gosh i miss her SO much n i mean it...its been so long since i toked to her or smsed her or went out wid her or chatted wid her online..hais..oh n looking on the bright side of life MR CRUSH was thr..OMG!!!!!!!!!!...lyk OMG!!!!!!...haha...i shld be really grateful to bhindo for putting us at the same table..hahahahahaha..it was fun stealing glances at/of him time to time...n i SHLD haf taken a foto wid him before i left...so wasted...hais....but he is so MAJORLY hot man...TALL DARK N HANDSOME...MY KING!!!.....hais...n if only zana had given me the chance of sitting nxt to him....haha..quite thick skinned ah i..(: well its MR CRUSH n i wun be seeing him anymore until maybe at ananthi's or bhindo's wedding or smth...or unless he decides to come to CJ to say hi to us..which i doubt he will..oh MR CRUSH wen will u ever realise im in love wid u...hehehehe..no la..not love all..juz superly HOT eye candy..nobody's good to look at anymore...haha..signs of boredom by the way..
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