Monday, February 06, 2006
watching aathi over n over again really tugs at my heartstrings...n i hate it wen such stuff happens...cuz i start to get overly emotional...it so stupid i swear.. well anyway the movie industry seems lyk one big happy family wid lotsa squabbles in between...anyways im counting UDAYA..cuz she is gona star me in a film wid my darling dearest
VIJAY whom i haf surrendered my heart n soul to...whom i haf fallen in love wid...never thought i wld say this but yes i am in love...ok its super stupid but yea...i think udaya n sush kno how crazy i am abt vijay....well well...im still dreaming...hoping one day it'll come true..
(: ....no tension udaya...dun worry...haha..
tmw i hafta go for my theory class whether im ok or not...its so shitty...but luckily im not going to sch in the day cuz then i will prolly slp thru the class...n am only gona be back at lyk 11+...really so screwed...scheduled the practicals for march....well hopefully i can complete it BY those 20lessons...dun wana leave a big brk before i go for the rest...n i hope i clear the final exam the first time itself...
din go sch today cuz of my asthma...kinda suspected it was a mild attack...well its been happening quite frequently these few mths...i really gotta take care...plenty...or not it cld be really serious...n this is sucha shit yr i swear..
suddenly ive got so much stuff on..firstly THAT...then after tt econs tuition for which i gotta pair up wid somebody i dun even kno n GO elsewhr for the fricking tuition..dumbass shit..then i wanted to take up bharatanatyam again..i guess this time my plans for natyam is spoilt again..cuz my mum aint letting me taking it up..saying its gona cause too much stress...its really shitty..
AJ comp coming up n i haven practised the dance properly...orientation is also coming up...dun even kno if i got the facil thing...smehow my mind n heart is half-half...still gotta practise for the dola re dance...hais hope i seriously dun screw it up again this time...though im vry liable to do so...
i //young of the butterfly// you 8:45 PM