Monday, January 23, 2006
been doing a few tests for myself..i think ive confirmed it...read up a bit on it...n am trying to sort things out for myself..but i think i need help so yea...will think abt tt wen things get out of hand...a lot of things causing me to be this way..n moreover evrything i read or watch seems to tell me more abt it n whether im right or wrong in doing wad i do....maybe this is why im distancing myself frm so many ppl...i kno i am but i juz cant help it....
hansome's going for his op tmw...fricking worried lyk hell...but duno how its gona be...i juz hope he comes back ok...michelle was telling me her rabbit died cuz the dumbass vet left the fricking needle thr...ARGHS...hope nothing happens tmw..
damn nervous for the facil interview..i wonder wad they r gona make us do..i juz wana go straight into the orientation without having to do this interview stuff...hais...really really nervous man..hope i clear it....
had a good talk with sham chech the othr day...n i realised whatever she said is also what evrybody else said...n i trust her advice cuz she's matured enough to kno...so once again im back at square one...
i juz dun wana be doing smth tt i DUN lyk doing...i duno la..right now i feel lyk thrs absolutely no future for me AT ALL....im juz gona mug my way thru this yr...start asap...cuz evrybody in class seems to haf started...n then hopefully at the end of the yr i get to go to aussie..wana stay thr for smetime first..check out the unis personally cuz online juz doesnt help at all....
i juz cant believe tt its only 23 days into the new yr n im starting to be affected...
i //young of the butterfly// you 10:52 PM