Sunday, January 22, 2006
firstly my VERY wonderful 18th bday...the ICS ppl n IJ ppl..THANK U SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much....i was really so touched tt the ICS ppl actually celebrated my bday considering the fact tt i only got close to them in dec or so...was so touched tt i was crying wen they brought out the cake...if they had tol me earlier tt they wanted to celebrate i wld haf maybe pushed the dinner to a bit lata or postponed it cuz i sure enjoyed myself in sch...was juz so touched...then after tt jo n pinks brought me to fish n co...met shireen thr..was really so glad to see her...after a really long time...then CLARE came...missed her so much...n then mel came..YAYNESS...all in all i had a good bday..but tt happy exhilarant feeling lasted for less than a day...came hm n mood a bit spoilt by wad mum tol me...but then after tt before i slept i kinda smsed chris n scolded her for forgetting me..but she said she din n tt she wanted to call me at 2359 n wish me...haha..was quite funny la..then midway joshua called n sang me the bday song...touching again...then conference call after tt...crapping lyk nobody business...n at 2359 they sang me the bday song again...haha....had great fun crapping lyk tt...got many many presents..haha...LOVE the 2books i got...n many othr stuff..the Body Shop one frm CLARE too...haha...n the flowers frm shireen...im still keeping them...i hope my 21st bday is better...
i entered this world surrounded by the people who make up my family..then the circle widened to include my friends and within the subset of frens is this group of ppl who may not be on good terms..and as i grow older my family circle grew stronger while remaining fairly constant and that of my friends became wider and a newer exclusive subset of extremely close frens and best frens was born and it grew stronger day by day...in time to come newer circles will probably be formed and more people would probably join the existing ones. Now...will all these circles and the people within it stand by me and withstand any hurdles that come by our way? will they continue to bring joy and a sense of purpose to my life in the many many many more years to come..or will i be left all alone?? i know most of us will stick together through thick and thin..we will be there for one another..and even 40 yrs down the road we would still be hanging out with the same clique..wadeva life throws at us we will go thru it together..and laugh at it in the years ahead..guess i wont be alone after all..so..cheers to my family and my frens..
i lyk tt..took it frm smewhr...anyway..i officially haf an eye candy..im so proud of myself...dun ask y...wen he was thr i din appreciate or rather LOOK...but now tt he is gone im trying to find for evry single way whr i can see him or meet him...twice alrdy so far...HAHAHA...sorry a bit hyper rite now...
anyway found out tt smeone i kno almost died during the dec hols cuz she tried to commit suicide cuz of depression...rite now at this pnt in time i kno im vry vry vulnerable to depression...i kno i might be able to fall into it very soon..ttz y im pouring evrything out to chris zana n vasan as much as i can...n zana is lyk my psychologist...i fricking cant lie to her cuz she reads me so well even over the phone...or maybe im juz too transparent..well anyway yea..
went for ananthi's bday party today...a bit of mess...but i saw all the IJ ppl thr...so happy to see bhindoo...she hasnt changed one single bit...realised how much i miss all of them...anyway ananthi looked really sexy la...haha...n Mr Eye Candy was thr...haha....suba also..finally got to see who sumi is..n i realised she is DDG...calista angela...indhu...everybody la...the whole thing was really wonderful..DJs were ok..my cousin was DJing la...cake also damn nice...frens speeches oso...haha...i juz miss IJ on the whole...
firstly my VERY wonderful 18th bday...the ICS ppl n IJ ppl..THANK U SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much....i was really so touched tt the ICS ppl actually celebrated my bday considering the fact tt i only got close to them in dec or so...was so touched tt i was crying wen they brought out the cake...if they had tol me earlier tt they wanted to celebrate i wld haf maybe pushed the dinner to a bit lata or postponed it cuz i sure enjoyed myself in sch...was juz so touched...then after tt jo n pinks brought me to fish n co...met shireen thr..was really so glad to see her...after a really long time...then CLARE came...missed her so much...n then mel came..YAYNESS...all in all i had a good bday..but tt happy exhilarant feeling lasted for less than a day...came hm n mood a bit spoilt by wad mum tol me...but then after tt before i slept i kinda smsed chris n scolded her for forgetting me..but she said she din n tt she wanted to call me at 2359 n wish me...haha..was quite funny la..then midway joshua called n sang me the bday song...touching again...then conference call after tt...crapping lyk nobody business...n at 2359 they sang me the bday song again...haha....had great fun crapping lyk tt...got many many presents..haha...LOVE the 2books i got...n many othr stuff..the Body Shop one frm CLARE too...haha...n the flowers frm shireen...im still keeping them...i hope my 21st bday is better...
i entered this world surrounded by the people who make up my family..then the circle widened to include my friends and within the subset of frens is this group of ppl who may not be on good terms..and as i grow older my family circle grew stronger while remaining fairly constant and that of my friends became wider and a newer exclusive subset of extremely close frens and best frens was born and it grew stronger day by day...in time to come newer circles will probably be formed and more people would probably join the existing ones. Now...will all these circles and the people within it stand by me and withstand any hurdles that come by our way? will they continue to bring joy and a sense of purpose to my life in the many many many more years to come..or will i be left all alone?? i know most of us will stick together through thick and thin..we will be there for one another..and even 40 yrs down the road we would still be hanging out with the same clique..wadeva life throws at us we will go thru it together..and laugh at it in the years ahead..guess i wont be alone after all..so..cheers to my family and my frens..
i lyk tt..took it frm smewhr...anyway..i officially haf an eye candy..im so proud of myself...dun ask y...wen he was thr i din appreciate or rather LOOK...but now tt he is gone im trying to find for evry single way whr i can see him or meet him...twice alrdy so far...HAHAHA...sorry a bit hyper rite now...
anyway found out tt smeone i kno almost died during the dec hols cuz she tried to commit suicide cuz of depression...rite now at this pnt in time i kno im vry vry vulnerable to depression...i kno i might be able to fall into it very soon..ttz y im pouring evrything out to chris zana n vasan as much as i can...n zana is lyk my psychologist...i fricking cant lie to her cuz she reads me so well even over the phone...or maybe im juz too transparent..well anyway yea..
went for ananthi's bday party today...a bit of mess...but i saw all the IJ ppl thr...so happy to see bhindoo...she hasnt changed one single bit...realised how much i miss all of them...anyway ananthi looked really sexy la...haha...n Mr Eye Candy was thr...haha....suba also..finally got to see who sumi is..n i realised she is DDG...calista angela...indhu...everybody la...the whole thing was really wonderful..DJs were ok..my cousin was DJing la...cake also damn nice...frens speeches oso...haha...i juz miss IJ on the whole...
i //young of the butterfly// you 12:23 AM