Saturday, November 19, 2005
ok im back...n im upset..
the only thing i hate rite now is my mother...juz needed to blame smeone for all this sadness n she conveniently comes into the picture..im so sorry..but evrything sux rite now..
lor left last night..for good...which is really sad cuz she was n ttz not even confirmed...so we duno wen she'll be back....ttz fricking sad la...n i hate evrything...even if i do get promoted im still gona be left alone...n thank u to all my classmates who pretended tt i din exist at the airport yest...i was conveniently ignored...so im back to square one..HATING ALL OF U AGAIN!!!..
n then my relatives had to leave today...n im so fricking upset...they may not be leaving for good...but heck they r leaving for a good 16 days...i cant live without them im sorry..evry holiday we go evrywhr together...we're ALWAYS together...n now juz cuz of a STUPID DUMBASS CRAP OF A MONK my mum decided not to go..THANKS A LOT MUM AND TO U BLOODY MONK SHIT...i hate evrything..n wad scares me the most suse auntie actually wrote a bloody will...cuz she herself not sure if they r gona come back safely..ttz an even scarier thought...i hate this..i hate evrything...y do they hafta go..im gona miss them so bad..sathesh coming here to play playstation even tho he has his own..logita coming here juz cuz she is bored..im gona miss suse auntie's calls...for 16 days..im gona miss them...i hate evrything rite now..UGH!!!!!!......im counting down the days till they r gona be back..n GOD im begging u PLEASE bring them all back safely..
i //young of the butterfly// you 7:00 PM