Thursday, October 06, 2005
forgiveness...wad isit???...isit tt once i forgive a person i HAFTA return back to normal wid tt person or do i juz be nice to tt person??...isit tt once i forgive a person i am freeing myself frm tt bitterness/anger/hatred/whatever i haf for tt person??..so is forgiveness for myself or for tt person??..im confused...i duno...was watching oprah today n i was kinda wondering abt it...but oprah said tt to her forgiveness is the 2nd one...it doesnt necessarily mean u need to be nice to tt person or go back to normal...it wld be so muhc better if i can free myself frm tt hatred n hurt..i want to...but i duno how to go abt doing it..n i think God has been really gracious to me..after i lifted up all those rtshps to Him never once have i been irritated/bugged by those ppl...n i think its so gd...cuz i feel a bit freer now..
bought my bag today..designed the bangles..met teacher after a LOOOOONG time..kart is super smart..feel so dumb nxt to her...n sadly she wun be coming CJ nxt yr...n i bet she WILL go to VJ la...open hse tis sat..gona be wearing a damned sari..n no one i kno is coming...sad sad...n i think i'll be stuck in the hall...well its a gd thing since im gona be wearing a sari....n im gona be alone...
n priya im not deprived all k..all i want is a date wid my diary..duwan wid ppl all...
i //young of the butterfly// you 9:12 PM