Friday, September 30, 2005
its funny how ive been lying to myself all this while...cuz im not over u....i still think abt us almost evryday...its sad...n i duno wad to make out of this...isit my pride??or r things juz meant to be lyk tt??or do i hafta take the first step n make things work??but to me the ultimate ques is DO I WANT 'US'???..cuz after evrything no i dun....maybe acquaintances yes...not frens...n i duno whr im gona find the courage to stand up to u or even tok to u...i juz duno...
n for evrybody out thr no its not a bf...n neither isit monan.....n its not lyk its anything big...im juz thinking too much abt it...n lyk vasan says the answers r all thr its juz whether u ACCEPT them...so God i ask u to PLS PLS help me juz accept them n not do anything stupid...
on a brighter note......my mp3 FINALLY has 400 songs....still got abt 2000 more to fill up..hehehehe....i need to open my hardisk lyk nowwwwwwwwwwwwww.....then i can fill up a bit more.....hehe...am really tired now so im not gona blog sensible stuff...
i //young of the butterfly// you 11:07 PM