Sunday, September 11, 2005
after the one wk hols...i still hafta do
-trig 1
-trig2
-approx soln
-study lit 4books
-study ECONS...
well ive practised my mcq as much as possible..so im hoping i can get the least a 20/30....the least ah...GOD IS WITH ME...
today's msg meant quite a lot to me..the whole patience part...n wad i read on jay's blog kinda freaked me out...the whole wanting to be in heaven wid ppl u love..family esp...n my family are not converts..so im praying...i mean my bro has been listening to christian songs...does tt mean anything??..youngest bro by the way..i duno...i juz hope God grants me the patience to wait...cuz im not a vry patient person..
n yea i wasted time sending tt jerk off today..too lazy to type out details..ask me for details k...oh n btw only a few ppl r entitled to this details...
n yea i felt lyk blowing up at all the ppl whom i felt were making use of me.....i duno but i was really mad...luckily i cld control it wid chris ard...cuz i dun usually blow up at her...i was sick of evrything sick n sick n sick n fcking sick..i wanted to get hm to juz explode man...n i was tearing in the cab cuz of my damned anger...arghs...i need to keep it n check...
lessons learnt today..
-patience n patience n patience....
-NEVER EVER MEET MONAN OR SEND HIM OFF AGAIN...bastard...
i //young of the butterfly// you 8:54 PM