Sunday, August 21, 2005
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK...
i fcking hate evrything..i haf SOOOOO fricking much to do...n i haven even done lyk anything...
-EoM...so fcking impt n the grp hasnt shared anything wid me yet
-Econs oligopoly essay
-Econs Labour Market tutorial
-Econs tuition hw
-Maths revision for fcking test on thurs which i WANA be the highest for [dya get tt..its kinda confusing]
-Lit tutorial
so much shit la...n besides tt STUDY for fcking econs...Mr Muthu is lyk damn nice..he says he will analyse econs wid me...n he tol me wad to do..i juz need to bloody make time for it..which smehow i never will...u see la..
tmw mon...i hafta stay back till 7 plus in sch cuz i gotta stay back for J2 farewell..i juz hope sadia doesnt bug me cuz i wish to complete a lot of work BY tmw....my tuition essays n rev for maths at least...n the lit tutorial which i lost the paper for oso..gosh i dun even wana stay back for the damned farewell tmw...i duno..ive never been close to the J2s...n i dun really think i can get along wid them n i can BET sadia will be bitching abt half of them tmw..fuck la k...i really dun wana be thr man...fuck..n no i dun wana see sme ppl's face...
n sadia...gawd i duno wad to do wid her...toked to mr muthu abt her today..n he said a few things...but even he doesnt wana believe tt her parents r tt extreme..i duno wad to do..on one hand i wana help her on the othr i dun...fck man...i juz duno wad to do..i feel lyk toking to pinks i duno y..but today wen i was juz thinking abt sadia the first person tt came to mind was pinks..i seriously dun believe the bullshit tt sadia tells me abt how she behaves in class...PUH LESE...GIMME A BREAK MAN....i swear she so isnt lyk tt...n she said she WASNT gona get affected by wad udaya tol her but she harped on it for 40 fricking mins...wtf..n she fcking pissed me off k..cuz of her i missed my movie..BLOODY BITCH........fck it la...n i had to take a cab hm..lyk she fcking cant get off the bloody train her fcking self n go hm herself..fcking bitch...im fcking pissed off right now....hence all the fcking swear words...fck...
i juz wana cry n bitch so bad..it seems lyk i haven got the time for it..n wen i do i need to catch up on sleep....toked to monan online tt day after sucha long time..i miss him so much k..he will be coming back soon but for a wk...thn after tt gone again..n chris is super tied down wid projects after projects after projects..i dun wana disturb her..she sick somemore..
im having either a really bad case of PMS or im juz feeling so down...i duno y...im having all this rush of emtions suddenly suddenly..i switch frm angry to happy...frm happy to lonely...frm lonely to bitchy....i duno man..i duno..im feeling so alone again..stupid dumbass feeling...
went tekka wid suse auntie n mum on sat...bought so many PUNJABI suits..am HAPPY abt tt...hahaha...bought smth BESIDES
GREEN for once...got a
PINK one too..im so so so so so happy..feel lyk wearing them evryday...now got smth to wear to church at least...hahaha...bought new heels too finally...they look quite nice..of course my mum juz has
EXQUISITE taste in shoes...need to go buy somemore...am happy wid the punjabi suits really..haha...was out the whole day on sat...came hm late n insisted on watching girivalam...not bad la...slept after tt...sun was out oso almost the whole day oso...went for tt sinda crap n met a really nice lady thr..who taught us 0.0000000001% of sociology n it was FRICKING interesting....hahaha...then went m muthu hse after tt cuz of
her....
i //young of the butterfly// you 8:03 PM