Tuesday, July 19, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SATHESH N SANTHI AUNTIE....
THIS ENTRY CONTAINS A LOT OF SENTENCE STURCTURE ERRORS N WRONG VOCABS SO PARDON ME....[even tis sentence doesnt sound right]
ok today to get away frm the stress...after sch i went monan's hse n slacked thr..then went for the doctor's appointment..ARGHSSSSSSSSSSSSSs....medication is casuing me to lose hair oso..so wad else am i gona lose man???...im screwed..so so so screwed...my mum says i need to SAYANG my hair..by touching it,combing it,brushing it,loving it..my mum is mad i tol u...aiyoooooooo..die la..mum gona buy shitloads of vitamins,fruits n rubbish for me..i mean its all in the name of good health n good hair growth..............ughsssss.....i hate pills...
cephas is moving to front row..im left alone wid a fcking space between me n timothy..which i haf a feeling timothy will fill up one day soon...sentence structure is so rubbish..i duno im feeling more n more n more shitty...i juz want him AWAY frm me...AWAY...ughs.....tol monan n as usual he was LAUGHING over the fone....ok i mean not the mean laughter but a i-duno-how-to-help-u laugh....he is disgusted too....u see which guy actually behaves lyk tt man???im so gona die..i duno y me of all ppl...n u kno wad???..NO GUY NO GUY i repeat has ever come on msn n said HELLO PRAV...saying hello is fine...saying hello praveena is fine..saying hey is fine..saying hello PRAV is WRONG WRONG WRONG..only my girlfrens n DECENT guys haf the right to use tt...n fck u timothy u rnt one of the decent guys..u understand??????n y does he need to tok to me on MSN???for wad???..ive half a mind to delete him frm my list...im stressed la ok..n DISGUSTED by him..really...i never knew such a pervert guy...n i DUN feel comfy wid guys staring at me..NOT AT ALL..i feel lyk im being eye raped...fcking hell..monan tol me to go tok to MsChok..laureen also said tt.....RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....i want to..
mum n me were having a tok abt my GIRLY side juz now..gawd..dun ask man..we started off toking ended up in a quarrel...then tok then quarrel...yea it repeats itself till i reach hm.........can die la....she is complaining abt my hair loss......i kno mum i kno........
tired as hell right now..had a crisis juz now..cuz bro grabbed onto the window grille n it erm....came off....so the whole window grille thingie was out...yea but we fixed it...hopefully it doesnt fall on me while im sleeping..gosh i will die..
got AQ to complete...n im gona compete wid Bose for maths..aint letting him beat me...haha..Professor Bose...crap man....today sch was fine...gd actually...othr than tt one small part whr cephas tol me he was moving front...n din tok much to michelle today oso..hais...
im still wondering wads my longest frenship wid a person...wen im 19 my oldest fren wld be 6 yrs worth of frenship..PRIYA has tt honour........but monan has a frenship 10 yrs long la...do u understand wad im saying n he is 19??...gosh i must be sucha loser..anyway ya....duno la..was juz thinking wen he mentioned it today...whoa im confused la...my mind is foggy right now..cuz im really tired..sorry im not making sense..
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