Saturday, July 16, 2005
din go sch today..i was having diarrhea n im telling u..it SUCKED having to run to the toilet 101 times n feeling so weak n exhausted..n my mum wasnt helping at all..man u shld see the diary entry i juz wrote..the whole page is filled wid Fs n Bs n MFs..sorry but yea.i juz had to get it all out..was feeling so angry..PMS PMS..VERY bad PMS..very very bad...
tmw gotta follow priya bras basah..come hm..then go michelle's hse for cell..not really ready to go..i mean the whole sharing/playing games part..im not ready for it yet..but i will juz go once..
monan's MIA..duno wad he is doing..called him yest he din pick up..hope he calls lata at least..
was having a nervous brkdown last night while talking to chris..juz suddenly felt vulnerable n depressed n lonely..gosh..i was juz lyk experiencing a whole rush of emtions..it was juz so sudden..i lyk cldnt handle it..n i wanted to blow up at chris for no rhyme or reason...thank God i controlled myself...cried after tt..n was feeling so tired oso cuz i kept going to the bloody toilet..sucked man..really sucked...n today was lyk sucha beautiful day cuz of the beautiful rainy weather which wasnt too heavy or anything..juz nice weather today..
been thinking abt too many things lately..n i got no time to rite them here or in my diary..really need to spend sme time riting in my diary..need to do my maths n study econs oso..tests r coming up alrdy..need to buck up for GP..to me i failed..so tt sucked..it sux real bad..n lit oso..hais..duno la..feeling vry lost confused at the moment..am trying to lyk comfort myself..trying..
n yea i lyk this skin..PLAIN N SIMPLE..
i //young of the butterfly// you 12:06 AM