Wednesday, June 08, 2005
ok basically i haf no more life..u see..i hafta mug n mug n mug n mug n mug..BUT i juz haf no more time n i got NO discipline..so i think im gona fail my mid yrs..tho i juz cant afford to fail my maths n lit cuz i'll juz die..so wads gona happen??..i mean i got my lit exam b4 my maths n econs..n econs b4 my maths..but thrs juz SO much to study for n today..believe it or not..i slacked the whole fucking day..but i only managed to complete lyk 4 ques on partial fractions but i still got the whole of bloody term1 n term2 work to complete...i need to do each tutorials at least twice..yea n dun say im mad cuz my maths teacher tol us to do tt ok..but i really need to spread out all my time..it means no more com no more tv no more relaxing..ARGHSSSSSSS...n i think me wantin to go to aussie is me wanting to run away frm evrything..somehow frm the strt of the yr i juz knew tt things were gona go wrong thru out the yr n well things haf been baddddddd..i duno..im confused..but now i oso want jay to go wid me...ughs..im so confused..i really duno wad to do..a lot of things bugging me..my nose has been leaking for more than a wk..n my ears r also spoiling lyk hell..my right ear is practically gone..it will go soon..n i will get the feel of being deaf..tho i dun actually need it cuz i alrdy am..so wads happening??..i duno..i need thurs to come asap...i need ani auntie here..i hope we haf a gathering on sat..i duno wad im blabbering..class is going out on tues to watch mr n mrs smith..wondering if i shld juz go wid vasan instead..i duno..n wads worst ani auntie is leaving on tt day..tt SUckssssss...its so sad i dun wana think abt it..now tt im out of IJ i juz miss it so much..i mean i dun go hm always after sch..n on the last day of exams i dun go hm early either..but guess wad??tis yr i will be doing tt exactly..oh gosh i am oh so pathetic..forget it..i shall go hme to catch up on my vry much needed slp.
i //young of the butterfly// you 1:05 AM