Tuesday, June 07, 2005
FRI
well it was a fuck day but in the evening went to stayover in chris's hse..but i went thr earlier cuz she was out wid her frens n i din wana disturb her or go meet her frens so yea..then had a GREAT heart to heart wid her mum..she was alone at hme..sham chech came back a while lata n chris soon after..well i had a great time..haha..at midnight she ate her slice of cake bought by sham chech..hehe..then we had drinks..i finally tasted vodka which i dun lyk..i still love my baileys irish cream..n the sheridans she let me try was soooooooo freaking nice..it was also lyk baileys irish cream but more coffee taste..but vodka aint nice..sham chech bought the blue vodka n raspberry bacardi breezer if im not wrong..haha..anyways after tt me n chris did girly stuff...she did a french manicure for me which din turn out nice..not cuz of her but cuz of me..hehe..my stupid itchy fingers..then we put put make up to see which one suits us better n then we put masks..n then finally we slept ard 4am..
SAT
well nxt day we woke up n then we had to go meet her frens to pass them the radio for their dance prac..they were quite gd la..ive never seen them dance..haha they may think they r juz beginners or smth but i think they r really gd..i lyk their dance..n their songs oso quite power..haha..anyway we met monan after tt..haha..was sooooo fricking happy i got to see him..cuz i was worried tt i wldnt be able to meet him..hais..had fun wid him la tt day..anyways rushed hme after tt cuz we were supposed to go for movie wid jan..has to shower n all..then kavitha was thr n they bought another bday cake for chris..haha..i think i enjoyed her bday more than i enjoyed mine..haha..yea then went for monster-in-law after tt..i thot it was sucha stupid movie..but the funny thing was tt half way during the movie chris was lyk 'tt girl looks lyk J-LO'..tt nut was watching the movie without even realising who's acting la..well after tt i went for dinner wid jan..n talked ALOT..hahaha..went hme..mum dad bought new phones..
cant rem wad i did on sun tho..slacked big time..
MON
studied lyk for 4hrs..the only thing i enjoy doing is MATHS..completed wad i wanted to do for econs..read lit notes..TRIED tamil..juz cldnt do it..well yeas..then taught my bro oso..then talked to ash vasan n now toking to chris online..gona meet jay on fri..n ani auntie is coming back on thurs but she is lyk leaving so soon..nxt tues..man tt juz sux..i wanted her to stay a bit longer..i guess cuz she has work n her family to look after..hais she isnt even staying for a wk..n it seems she cant visit us..i'll DIE if she doesnt come over..i will..she HAS to stayover at least once man..she has to..aiyah..shit la..jay keeps asking me abt the aussie thing..well i duno really..i think i juz gotta sort it out properly..i think i really wana go so yea..am having an intense convo wid chris now..nono we rnt fighting..but we r juz toking abt love/rtshps/guys...n it all started wid
www.lovepoetry.com..smehow i understand n i dun..i dun want a rtshp or a bf i juz wana understand..but thinking abt it to understand i think i need to be in a rtshp or get a bf..but u kno wad??..i think im juz not bothered to..either tt or its this:
If you aren't good at loving yourself you will have a difficult time loving anyone else- since you'll resent the time and energy you give another person that you aren't expending on yourself
true..i whole heartedly agree wid this..i duno la..i smehow am on the fence on issues of love/rtshps..i juz cant decide..i duno..i think i juz hate guys..i duno wad to say..but i think the convo between me n chris ought to be kept..i shld print it out n re-read it..i dun understand myself..haha..nvm..anyways the tags between me n jan is all rubbish..dun bother wid it..
i //young of the butterfly// you 1:18 AM