Saturday, May 07, 2005
i hope pinks n jo are reading this..im thankful for u both in CJ..i may not show it..i may not say it..but i really am..i duno wad i wld do if u guys werent thr at all..im also thankful our classes are really near each othr cuz its really convenient for me to meet up wid u guys..n evrytime i walk past ur class or u walk past my class, seeing u guys juz never fails to put a smile on my face..never..it really makes me happy..i swear to u guys ok..n evry morn wen i go to ur class or go for morn walks wid u guys it really makes my day..evrytime i see u both my heart juz does this silly dance cuz i kno u guys r thr..r always thr..i dun need u guys to be beside me all the time cuz i kno tt the times i need u guys the most u guys r thr..thank u for making my life at CJ a bit more bearable..thank u so much..i really appreciate it..the advice u guys haf give me..the comforting words u've shared wid me..thank u so much k..u haf no idea how grateful i am tt u guys r in CJ wid me..thank u two so much..im in a VERY bad mood..n if u dun wana read an entry wid a whole load of fucks/othr swear words/cursing..i suggest u move on to anothr blog..ok??..MOVE it!!
on fri we went to OCS...it was seriously the second worst outing in the yr..first was sentosa..second was this..the class is seriously so fucking clique-ish n exclusive..i fucking hate them..fuck all of u fucking bastards n bitches..i hope u guys fucking die a slow death n fucking rot in fucking hell..u piss me off so much..n wad made things worse??we were paired up wid t20..a class whr none of my frens r..how does CJ fucking pair the classes up??r they tt free to go fucking draw lots or smth??fuck fuck fuck.im still boiling wid anger..u haf NO idea..NO goddamn fucking idea..yea n he was so lucky cuz he had his frens..UGHS..i was so angry yest..ARGHS..after tt wanted to meet chris..she din tell me tt shit was coming along..but i juz kept quiet most of the time..after tt went hme n had the best slp for the whole wk..11hrs..
today..woke up late..did hsewrk..did a bit of econs n then went for tuition..am hungry..i din eat my dinner..n im feeling so irritated right now..im craving for ice cream,caramel frap,pringles,briyani,pandan cake,chicken,milkshake...ughs..im feeling so shitty rite now..i dun even kno why..
mum sent all my particulars to ani auntie..i think she wants to send me to aussie at the end of the yr..i really duno how serious she is abt doing it..but she sent all my particulars n results n stuff over..auntie is taking care of admin stuff..arghs i duno..i wana leave cuz i hate my CJ class..but i dun wana leave cuz all my frens r here..i duno..
still got econs n GP project to do..FUCK projects..fuck PW also..im hating my grp except for one person..i so dun wana go orchard lib tmw..cuz i dun even kno how to get thr..
suse auntie sent me an email titled 'food medicine'..n it seems if u eat cornflakes u can 'cure' PMS..im gona try it..cuz i PMS EVERY SINGLE DAY ok??..so im gona buy cornflakes n eat it for brkfast evryday..n see how..mayb it will make me go sch in a happier mood n a happier face..
i //young of the butterfly// you 10:12 PM