yeas..the highlight was obviously jay's sis wedding reception..i din attend the wedding cuz of sme reasons la..so yea..but the wedding reception was GREAT...met jay's dad n many of the family members..actually danced during dancefloor..well not dance..but shaked ok??..haha..but yea was great..but i only sat wid jay after the dinner..so sad..haha..but at least i was wid jan so not so bad right..yeas..then jan nanthu dhanya her bro n jay had to go up on stage to tok abt their sis..aiyoh..was so so so fricking touching..my god..was so sweet k..imagine ur cousin whom ur so damn close to..n then she's getting married AND migrating..shit..dun wana imagine it mans..joanna'll prolly get married first or smth..shucks..but i wana be her bridesmaid..haha..i asked her..haha..sorry find it damn funny..but its really fun to be part of a wedding..i mean yeas..its hardwork n stuff..wid all the prep..stuff u gotta buy n all..so much shit la..but i mean for evrything ur gona be having a PERFECT night..n im sure jay's sis n her husband did..the whole thing was juz so beautiful..but i wasnt moved to tears..mayb cuz she isnt so close to me..but im sure if i ever get married n they get ppl to come up to tok abt me, the min those ppl step on stage i wil prolly juz cry..omg..im an emo freak i swear..n i wore chris's beautiful blue n green sari..im in love wid it..its SOOOOOOOOOOOO beautiful i swear..took fotos..haha..haf them on shutterfly..juz duno how to get the link..will link it up soon..I LOVE SARIS cuz i think i look nice in them..u kno how i feel ugly all the time..well saris are the only things tt make me feel nice n good abt myself..haha..n by the way jay's uncle flirted wid me..ok..i honestly thot he was juz joking n stuff..but he really gave me his card..i swear i FREAKED OUT..thank god jay was protecting me..how wonderful to haf a fren lyk her so protective of me n all..i was so touched i swear..but wen i was dancing wid him the convo went lyk this....
him: so ur in CJ rite?
me: yea
him: teacher right??
me: stands shocked..then starts shaking head vehemently...NOOOO..im a student
him: now he stands in shock..really?
me:yea..im in year 1..student..NOT teacher
him: u look so mature
OH FUCK..thanks a lot man..i get LOADS of tt wen i wear any trad indian costumes..BUT i dun care im still gona wear them cuz i feel good in them..haha..but i was so scared of him la..aiyoh n the best part is tt he is married..WITH kids..n his wife was on the dancefloor too..arghs..n it seems a lot of their relatives noticed tt he was flirting wid me..shit..i feel so so so so embarassed..freak..this is bad la..bad..ARGHS..well lets not think abt tt anymore..jay jan nanthu n me stayed over..we had a whole room to ourselves n yea we had fun too..eating tissue prata at night..was damn nice la..then toking abt ghost stuff..experience n all tt shit la..was quite ok..i mean we din freak ourselves out or anything..haha..we slept at abt 4+..then woke up at 10+..showered..n checked out..then we went for lunch at LJS..n its ture..LJS service SUX..but the food is gd..haha..yeas..came hm..slacked n watched manmadhan..gona study lata..anyways BHANGRA ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!!!..hahahahahahahahahahahahaha..
oh yea..my hp is spoilt again..cant be charged..n it happened cuz of my anger..which is getting out of hand..terribly out of hand..on sun wen i got angry i juz shouted out in my room 'fucking bitch'..n i smehow stepped on the charger wire while it was charging my hp n the charger thing on the hp came out..im fucking shit sad..cuz im seriously starting to think im a JINX..n i swear i AM one...aiyah..its a fucking 628 bucks fone ok..n i haf NO fcking money to go replace it..n speaking abt money..i haf NO money i swear..not at all..to get priya's present..to get chris's present..to get clare's present..n to get zana's present...i duno how..i duno wad im gona do either..im juz screwed..yea back to the hp..well i can still do EVERYTHING wid the fone but juz cant charge it..so im trying to conserve the batt energy by NOT using it n juz switching it off..hais..am freaking sad la..haha..it juz had to happen to me right??wid evrything im going thru..
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