Monday, May 02, 2005
lyk wad priya said u can never juz stop liking a person..on my part i never did..i haf always liked him..always..never once has my feelings for him faltered..each time they juz grew stronger n stronger..it has never lessened..never..no matter wad i may say i haf always liked him..he has never done ANYTHING to go against me..nothing..he always supported me,stood by my side,did evrything for me..everything i cld possibly ask for..except one thing..to like me back in return..i still hold my grounds tt isnt the worst feeling cuz i kno i will find smeone else..but for now i really truly do like u..i half wish ud find out n half wish u wun..im confused..u really put me in a spot..i juz duno wad to do..i juz wish u wld gimme a chance to right things for u..juz one chance..n now ur gone..juz gone lyk tt..w/o even wanting to meet me..y do u hurt me so?..u thank me for spending time wid u..but i feel lyk it isnt enuff..i need u here..always..not by my side..but here in spore..i wish u'd come back forever..so i wun feel so shitty..for tt period u were in spore evrything was GREAT..i din worry abt anything cuz waiting for ur phonecalls made me happy,knowing tt im gona meet u soon made me happy,knowing tt u will definitely do smth to cheer me up made me happy..but boy how am i to fall in love wid u if ur not thr to catch me?[quoted frm smeone's blog]..im a mess..a fucking mess..
class having bbq tmw..am not gona go..going out wid yipin n nives n hopefully mel..join us for dinner babe..feeling ever so close to my IJ frens rite now..
edrea:i am alrdy going for the IJ thing..my fren bought tix for me..go k..JO MEL CLARE LETS GO TOO..will ask lene..
watched chandramukhi on sat..it was a FUCKING good movie..fucking gd i swear..am gona gte the vcd..after promos gona watch it repeatedly lyk for lyk a wk..it was sucha gd storyline i think..n even if the storyline wasnt gd the acting really made the movie a BIG hit..jyothika's acting=PERFECT..she was PERFECT for the role..cuz she lks retarded..haha..but her acting was gd..n rajini reminds me of my granduncle..teared upon realising it..bleahs stupid of me..but yea liked tt movie..they played main hoon na on sat..I LOVE TT MOVIE too..sadly jo cldnt watch it..mel did watch bits of it..haha will get the vcd k..n we never got ard to having our movie marathon..sad sad..
i //young of the butterfly// you 1:32 AM