Wednesday, May 18, 2005
the skin i was toking abt isnt this one..it was the prev one i had which was black n purple..i think i will go wid white for the time being..im PMS-ing agian confirm..feeling depressed n angry frm time to time..the wound is getting WORST..i swear its gona become infected n then i hafta go amputate my leg..OMG!!!...HOW HOW HOW??..n i only wana watch star wars cuz of anakin..cephas went for the preview thingie today..he laureen n duno who else la..dun wana bother oso..bleahs..went for tuition today..OMG the fricking highlight of the day was WEN I SAW JEFFREYYYYYYY n then went FOR TUITION..omg..i swear i was so happy..n mr muthu was so nice..i hope he isnt angry wid me for not giving him back his foto yet..i MISS tuition..hais sadia tol fran tt she cried over the phone..i swear i suck ok..i mean i cldnt even tell whether she was crying or not..arghs..i hate this la..she called today i din pick up..hais..thr r so many things on my mind..
-coping wid lit
-coping wid ECONS
-coping wid maths
-coping wid FUCKING GP
-coping wid FUCKING tamil
-planning mr muthu's bday
-planning priya's bday
-worrying abt my mid yrs
-worrying abt promos
-hating CJ in general
-feeling awkward wid so many ppl
MELO:can u lyk fricking NOT go to fricking poly..fucking hell..i sooo dun want u to go..we're not gona haf time for each othr anymore la..i wana CRY..im gona misssss u so bad..in fact i alrdy do..u piece of shit..arghssssss.....i misssss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...YIPIN:i swear i duno wen we r gona meet but it better be soon..ur gona go in lyk less than 30days i think..im gona cry lyk hell wen u go..shucks man..we hafta meet up soon k..im gona miss u lyk crazy i swear..hais..
i fucking miss monan so much la..cldnt catch him online at all...hais..im fucking sad..
i //young of the butterfly// you 9:18 PM