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Flashbacks.

March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

im still wondering IF i was in CJ for first three mths wld i still be posted to t09??..i duno..im feeling lyk shit once again..i dun wana complain to anybody cuz i dun wany anybody to juz blow up at me saying 'IM SICK OF U N OF U COMPLAINING ABT UR CLASS.STICK WID IT BITCH!'..ttz scary..i swear i HATE n DETEST myself for not being able to bond wid the class or at least tok to them..i think ive been giving them plain shit attitude..my mum keeps avoiding the subject of aussie..u kno wad??i dun wana go to aussie i wana go to UK..n u kno wad my mum will say..tt she has to sell the hse n live on the streets then..it makes me feel guilty..fuck me i swear..kno wad??..im juz vry screwed up..i cant adapt..to changes,new surroundings..to evrything k..to evrything..I DUNO HOW TO FEEL HAPPY ANYMORE..N IF I DO FEEL HAPPY I FUCKING CANT SHOW IT..i cant tok to anybody anymore..haha as usual i tok shit..i dun make sense anymore..my teacher makes me feel stupid..not tt i need to feel anyway i AM..y am i being SUCH AN IDIOT??y y y y y y y y y??my mum refuses to tok to me nicely..my dad doesnt tok to me..my bros dun give two shits abt me..OIIII...who am i suposed to tok to at hme???..i NEED smebody to tok to..i think my family hates me..i dun think they'd notice even if i die...so mayb i shld die..

i //young of the butterfly// you 10:34 PM