Friday, April 22, 2005
THURS 21st apr
sch was fine today..took a shower in sch after mass pe..panicked lyk hell cuz we went to the toilet pretty late..n i had a horse tail to wash..n i din bring any lotion..omg..i swear i was so damn paranoid abt tt..i cant live w/o the lotion..i felt so bare after tt..n did i mention after my 2 yrs in CJ i will OFFICIALLY be a bloody charcoal..cuz of the mass pe in the SUN..the wonderful SUN..my bestest fren the SUN..arghs..as it is im alrdy dark enuff...mans..
class was ok today..still get the feeling timothy doesnt wana work wid us..i hate it wen this happens in grps..i really hate it..someone cannot get along with the othr n then im in the middle..n yea vanessa IS a bitch..i wish to hell she wld juz piss off..i am ignoring her..doing a pretty gd job alrdy..cant be bothered wid bitches lyk her who lk down on othrs wen she herself isnt perfect or pretty or cool for tt matter..u suck bitch..on a lighter note,toked to derek after sch..he says he will get the form for me..i hope he does..he promised..maths after sch was a bit draggy n tiring..marianne was riting in chinese for me to read..i MISS doing tt k..so bad..i used to do so much of shit in IJ..lyk riting chinese..not pronouncing the words properly..ughs..i miss IJ..but me n marianne were having fun..haha..n she tol me STUFF..which i never knew abt...quite a lot of politics in my class too..haha..anyways maths tut today sucked..im fucking pissed off wid the teacher..mr chai..wadever his bloody name is la..im so pissed..i do not wana fail my maths..a BIG no..i need an A for maths for my mid yrs/promos/As..evrything k...n he is gona make me fail..dawg..
forgot to watch OC..cld kill myself..but nvm..am gona restrain frm watching one tree hill also cuz ive got lots of work to do..the wrkload is getting to me..too much to cope wid..im starting to haf UGLY eyebags..econs..she juz dumped EVERYTHING on us..making us finish it during the wkend..n also gotta do lit which we haven even started on[BNW]..got maths/econs/lit/tamil...OMG...n thrs lyk 4 or 3 tests nxt wk..or mayb even more..i will die la..maths oso..i need to get an A in tt..i NEED to..now im scared..
yipin is leaving..confirmed..am really sad..been away frm her for so long alrdy..wish she was in CJ..juz wish..hais..n now tt i kno she wun be here after a few more mths i start to worry cuz my fren n i are separated..n it sux la..i mean we wun even be celebrating her bday for her..n she is gona be thr for 5 yrs..5 freaking yrs..completing her uni..mans..during tt time so much cld happen...i mean i oso wana go overseas..thrs gona be so many changes..really duno how im gona cope..the thought of it all scares me..
FRIDAY 22nd apr
today was sucha gd day...
sch was ok...thank God miss chia was teaching us today..was happy..n vanessa is pissing me off big time..i hate her..was also dozing off during econs lect...sitting in the 4th row..my gdness..haha..brk was great cuz i had nives wid me..but tt ass went to sit wid nicholas during lit..NICHOLAS I HATE U!piece of shit...cow..nives has band camp..for three days..n sara wanted to sneak out in the night to steal the cow..wth?..but thr r NO MORE cows..oh so sad..haha..
after sch met monan...can see a lot of changes in him..so much more mature..hais duno wad to say la..things are different..then went to citylink,heeren,paragon,far east juz to find a pencil case but cldnt find one..seriously..feel so damn bad for making monan walk all ard..cuz i kno how much his thighs n back hurts...mine hurts the same too..poor fellow..sorry..after tt met chris..had lunch at picnics wid her n monan..then after tt he left n we went to meet naren n su..had quite a bit of fun wid them too..taking neos..haha..but the neos were a bit spoiler cuz we basically din kno how to operate the machine..n so many candid[ugly] shots..i dun lyk the heeren neoprint shop..i prefer the far east one but tt closed down...yeas after tt had dinner at iniavan in tekka then came hme late..
am gona go for jan's fair tmw teach rasheed then go study econs..duno how im gona do tt..then wana meet monan also since he is leaving on sun..hais..sux man..now tt he is leaving i feel sad..i guess its the same for yipin also..thinking abt it is scary..im NOT gona think anymore..
random thoughts : haven done stuff for PW..still dun understand stuff..confused..student council totally out of the ques..gone case..fuck it..im sad..
bye all..
i //young of the butterfly// you 11:18 PM