Monday, April 18, 2005
a cry for help??i duno wad im doing ok..basically din get council form..a few tol me mayb u n council juz arent meant to be..she is a major bitch who is pissing me off bit by bit..was almost late for sch today..things in class looking up A BIT..still is going on n making me feel sucky..changed timetable which mite mean no more brks/lects/PE wid nives..i mite juz decide to kill myself..they dun really care..
no one is gona understand this so yeas dun try..
anyways today was a gd day cuz i wentt to sch wid priya,met priya after sch,she came over..n we r going out smetime tis wk..the thought of it juz makes me happy..haha...n ive got smth planned for her..haha..n i need the
clique's co-operation..tol priya im repeating J1 for her..
anyways todays lit was a bit fun..mdm damo finally got damn pissed n she was lyk r we always lyk tis.blah blah blah..but i think this was the only lit lesson in CJ tt ive participated in..i wana participate more la..hehe..being a bit enthu here..cuz i lyk william blake..him n his bloody sexual connotations/symbols whatever...n mrs sng bloody grandmother is back..maths sucked cuz he only went thru lyk one ques..im fcking pissed to be honest..n asked him to teach me ques6 but implicit differentiation is involved n he wants to teach the class tt wen we cant even get the hang of MI..im not saying im super smart or anything but i kno its diff to cope esp wen we r all a pure 2nd intake la..n he is rushing things by trying to teach two topics at once..OMG..whatever!asshole....tamil's looking up..juz tt tt fucking dog is being a complete fucker..fucker..not the teacher a student..i pretty much dun lyk my tamil class either..i dun lyk anything la k..cuz im left all alone..i think if mel or yipin was thr also things wld look up ok..evrything's juz going down the drain...fuck it..
read suse auntie's email..so now my mum is pissed n doesnt wana go to india..whaatever la bitch..i hope she dies...her face is so fcking irritating..always so sulky..i swear i got my fucked up face frm her..y was she ever my mother?..cant stand her...
i think im showing sypmtoms of falling into depression all over again..great..juz wad i need..
i //young of the butterfly// you 8:41 PM