Monday, April 11, 2005
today i heard tt class had anthr outing which i knew nothing abt....but bose said it seems the prev time they went to NYDC..so mayb its a gd thing they din call us tis time again..duno wad to say la..sadia said things seem to be looking up cuz i spent lunch wid laureen n melvyn n bryan..well i dun really mind bryan n laureen but melvyn???...erm...no comments..anyway he n sadia seem to get along better wid their pervertic mind..my god...terrible ppl...
ICS was quite ok today..so fashion show is confirmed..will be in a sari.i think..duno who im walking out wid wadsoever..but anthr prob came up..we MAY not do the show tis yr..but the j2s r really going out of their way to make it happen..some complication wid the dates came up..duno la..they wana hold it on a fri..but honestly i dun think fri's gona work..n the j2s r quite an ok bunch of ppl i guess..n the j1s arent so bad also...ok la..tis wk's meeting wasnt too bad..well
he was thr as usual..n
he still freaks me out bad..i duno y..
today started off on a bad note..i think the whole wk's gona be real bad..bro paul caught me for skirt..blasted all the girls who got caught..gotta report to sch on sat at 9..for fcking detention..im not gona say anything more cuz i kno how UNFAIR things r..so many othr girls out thr who dun wear their uni properly but dun get caught..n mine which is decent enuff got caught..aiya fuck it la..dun bother alrdy..fck the damn sch..
got a whole load of econs n maths hw to do..wondering whether i shld ATTEMPT to stay up till lyk 2 or 3 am completing it...esp econs..i can juz sit n cry..fck it..n chris is out of spore..she wun be back till wed/thurs..im gona misssssssss her...
sadia saw jefffffffreeeeeyyyyyy....Mr.Jeffrey u shld haf come to CJ since ur a catholic..stupid fellow..then we'll prolly be at least in the same lectures...i miss jeffrey..haha..so long never see him..must ask him come for the ruthra show IF its gona even be held..wana see him..JEFFRO!!..hehe..n i found ash's best fren in pri sch...anna asha..haha..she is in my tamil class..damn nice...vry sweet also..well she toks to me..n my tamil class..damn boring la..i haven had a chance to lyk express my craziness at all..i feel so suppressed...is tt the word??...repressed??....oppressed??....sme pressed la ok.....
my timetable now sux..i basically dun haf ANY brks wid t8 othr than on fri..a pathetic half hr brk..its damn crap la..i think by the time i leave CJ i wun haf anymore frens left..othr than mayb sadia..im pathetic la..God's singling me out for death...OMG...i dun wana die..
I NEED TO VISIT MR MUTHU.........................................................................
i //young of the butterfly// you 8:03 PM