Sunday, April 10, 2005
yest was suta's bday..poor girl..we din even go to her hse or anything..hope she had a great bday..anyways went to sathesh hse..saw my uncle..had a pretty good time yest..but earlier on in the day i fought wid my bro..it was bad la..damn bad..i scratched him damn hard n all..so poor thing..i felt damn rotten after tt..wen i saw the scratch marks on him arms i felt lyk shit..i still feel rotten cuz the marks r thr..n since he doesnt wear shirt in the hse the marks r vry visible..feel damn bad..hais..im a shit la..
i really gotta keep my temper in check n i hafta stop being so judgemental..these r two worst traits in me i think..its bad..really..even i dun lyk it..but its really difficult to get rid of..difficult..not ez at all..my temper's the worst..cuz i juz go mad wen im angry..basically go mad wen im angry..vry angry..the kind of angry whr i hafta whack/punch/scratch smth..i real gotta do smth abt it..n also im too judgemental..i kno tt for sure..i judge ppl vry quickly..n i dun give them a chance at all..thr r a lot of ppl who r actually n i hate them y?..i dun even haf a proper reason to back myself up..i gootta change my ways..it pissing me n othrs off as well im sure..
been thinking abt my class..got tis while i was blog surfing..i happened to read it n was juz thinking abt my class..
1. Group DevelopmentEvery group will take time to bond, and be enthusiastic. The group will have to go through a number of stages. SHY-->BUILDUP-->HONEYMOON-->CONFLICT-->CONCLUSION-->PROPER GROUPSuch a process will take over a year to cultivate. How can you expect a proper group to be formed in less than 3 days? A hyper screaming shouting group might seem like a proper group, but is it really? When it comes to the crunch, the difficult part of planning and executing tasks, will they be able to gel together? Having fun and laughing together does not make a proper group.also been thinkin abt the student council lately..well i've been reading their blogs..a lot of stuff..i really duno..now im honestly confused..if im gona fail my promos bro paul is gona kick me out of the council..for sure..n lyk i said i haf a rotten feeling im gona fail it..so i duno wad to do..im really vry confused..if i do go for the meetings rite, at the end of the yr during the elections, i dun wana be rejected..really..i dun wana be a reject..im having a lot of conflicting ideas rite now..really..
i //young of the butterfly// you 9:35 PM