Saturday, March 19, 2005
sch's starting n im worried..very very worried..i mean i din expect it to start so fast...hais..i hate it man..n lyk i juz lost my hp...im gona juz be in depression forever since im not gona get another one..arghs..its sucha damn bad time for sch to start k..totally..hais..i feel so sad n depressed now even worst..
had a nice looooooooooong talk wid ash yest..missed her so damn much..talked abt quite a lot of things..haha..was quite fun n depressin..n she says she can make a movie outta my life n she thinks can write a LIT book..haha..yea yea try tt ash..we'll see how u manage wen u actually hate lit..haha..
hais..i juz dread the bloody thot of going back to sch..most of my frens arent gona be thr..oh fuck..i juz hate the feeling..jay's gona be smewhr else..so is ash..n mel..n priya doing her Os..lene also not gona be thr..omg sux so much..i hate it..i juz wana be wid my frens n sumore im sure lyk all the ppl in CJ alrdy haf their cliques n stuff..n most of them are gona stay..im gona be a complete extra thr man..
im such an idiot..UGHS!..im so angry................god..im a loser.......shi shit shit..
i //young of the butterfly// you 4:32 PM